Today is thursday, I've been awake all morning. I can't sleep, whats new?!
Renee asked if I wanted to stay with Reece on Friday, I said sure so I'm going to and today I get to go pay my respects. I can't believe this shit. I can't believ I have to say bye to Roderick.
I'm so sad. He was so full of life. On Monday he told me that when Reece starts walking he's going to have him in some Martial Arts classes, he wanted so much for little Reece. They had so many hopes and dreams together. They were so in love. So much. As Renee said many times 'it was love at first sight' :)
He spoiled Renee so much. Only because he loved her.
I've decided to put together some pictures of Rod, Renee & Reece simply because so many of you have asked for pictures.
Reece is holding up well. He's a bit cranky. He knows something is wrong. Baby's are smart like that. Especially my baby.
I have prayed for strength and courage to help me stay strong throughout this entire horrifying nightmare. I won't stop praying. Life is going to get worse.
Pray for Renee. Lena. Reece. They bury their husband, son, & father tommorrow.
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