So I met Zac yesterday... Zac is 28, brown hair, blue eyes, great looking guy. We didn't talk that much because of the circumstances--I'll explain that another time. Seems like he would be a lot of fun. I didn't give him my phone number though.
Nick is 25. Nick is Italian. Nick is goregous. Nick has a lot of girls! He got my phone number about 2 weeks ago, he's from Bethesda. We haven't been able to hang out because our schedules conflict. He's leaving town tommorrow for a bachelor party.
I recieved an email from Nick yesterday! He wanted to let me know that ZAC was his boy!!! How freaking crazy is that?!
Just Amaya's luck! And I know the golden rule--BROS BEFORE HOS & Chicks before dicks!!!
Nick is really anxious to hang out now though...I have to admit, this is all pretty petty but I can't wait to see how this all turns out :)
I have a date tommorrow night--can't wait!
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
Monday, September 26, 2005
What a weekend!
My week started off very boring, the typical weekday shit--catching up on all the weeks shit, dinners @ home, watching dvds....drinking a glass of wine before bed, painting my toes, the norm. Friday evening I was back in Chicago to spend the weekend with Eric. I love this guy! He picked me up @ O'hare and we went back to his place. We both agreed that our painting was beautiful. He wants to keep it over his bed because 'his goddess of lovemaking' painted it with him.
So he made me a cosmo and we sat on the rooftop just catching up and it felt like forever since I had seen him. Being with him and smelling his skin and feeling his embrace felt like home to me. He couldn't keep his hands off of me. He couldn't get enough of me!!! He took my martini and poured some on my tit and teasingly licked it off. Our clothes were off in seconds after that and we were fucking the only way we know how--fast, rough, and hard on his rooftop. All the noise from the windy city made it even that much better.
Saturday was awesome. we went to brunch then on to Michigan Avenue for shopping. He & picked out the perfect "fuck me" shoes. I'm stoked about them. Strappy, black and 4 inch heels!
So Nick called and his ass wanted to party. And thats exactly what we did! We went downtown to the Goldcoast. Along the way we stopped by Moda & Level for drinks. Chicago guys love a southern girl! I guess thats why I always stick with the Windy City boys. After several cocktails, Eric and I hailed a cab and we were practically fucking in the cab. We got to his front door sans my thongs and I think he ruined the zipper on my new dress trying to rip it off of me. The man practically broke me in two! He's an animal in bed and pulling his hair only made him fuck me harder!!!
It was a great weekend and after having sex @ Ohare 2 times before my flight we vowed that next time wouldn't be so far away.
Eric, thanks for a fun weekend. Thanks for the shopping, the hospitality and most of all, thanks for the Orgasms!
See you soon!
So he made me a cosmo and we sat on the rooftop just catching up and it felt like forever since I had seen him. Being with him and smelling his skin and feeling his embrace felt like home to me. He couldn't keep his hands off of me. He couldn't get enough of me!!! He took my martini and poured some on my tit and teasingly licked it off. Our clothes were off in seconds after that and we were fucking the only way we know how--fast, rough, and hard on his rooftop. All the noise from the windy city made it even that much better.
Saturday was awesome. we went to brunch then on to Michigan Avenue for shopping. He & picked out the perfect "fuck me" shoes. I'm stoked about them. Strappy, black and 4 inch heels!
So Nick called and his ass wanted to party. And thats exactly what we did! We went downtown to the Goldcoast. Along the way we stopped by Moda & Level for drinks. Chicago guys love a southern girl! I guess thats why I always stick with the Windy City boys. After several cocktails, Eric and I hailed a cab and we were practically fucking in the cab. We got to his front door sans my thongs and I think he ruined the zipper on my new dress trying to rip it off of me. The man practically broke me in two! He's an animal in bed and pulling his hair only made him fuck me harder!!!
It was a great weekend and after having sex @ Ohare 2 times before my flight we vowed that next time wouldn't be so far away.
Eric, thanks for a fun weekend. Thanks for the shopping, the hospitality and most of all, thanks for the Orgasms!
See you soon!
Saturday, September 24, 2005
Me? A Bitch?
I haven't really been myself in over 3 weeks. I've been feeling really shitty lately about myself and my karma hasn't really been good to me. It all came to a head on Wednesday. And part of me is glad that now I have closure. "It's" over and done. I must say I did finally attempt to be a friend. I put effort forth, can you believe that?! As crazy as that is, it's true!!!
He made me feel like shit. And a lot of what he said made sense to me and that is why I have been feeling so down. A lot of my friends have noticed and have even told me that I need to just get laid to release all of the pent up anger. It's not like the oppourtunities aren't there, it's just I know that being a whore is not the way to make oneself feel better. I don't need more to regret in the morning, ya know.
My friends have been so good to me. Brandy & Davy sent me flowers just to make me smile. Becca gave me a massage. T, who is always there for me lended an ear and allowed me to just bitch and cry uncontrollably while he was working!!! Trish picked up my dry cleaning, Haven spent the night with me and slept with me in my bed and comforted me, Grandma made a peanut butter pie and drizzled "Amaya" on top the whip cream in chocolate syrup, it got so bad that Kenny even said "If this is the new Amaya--It's unattractive and I don't like it!" I called him sensetive since he couldn't deal with my hard side. It's just not me. I'm the sweetest of the sweet, right?!
So Wednesday after I said what I had to say and so did he, I told him to fuck himself. I felt so much better. Its what I needed. I didn't want to go home so I kept driving. I drove to the so beautiful Shenandoah National Park, Skyland drive and I sat at the Stony Man Overlook and just kept crying and crying and breathing and reminding myself of what my Mother has always told me, everything happens for a reason. As the sun was setting I told myself that the day is over and it has been a horrible one, but tommorrow is a new day and I have a chance to make it a better one. As the sun went down so did all of the memories and dreams and things that went undone. I deleted all the numbers that I had for him, his mothers numbers, his office...It all went down with the sun on Wednesday. I knew it was what was best for us. This was killing the both of us. The atmosphere was so beautiful. The leaves are turning colors from a dull green to a bright red, orange and gold and it gave me hope because now the leaves will change and so will I. I won't be dwelling on what could have been anymore. And just like the leaves my future is looking brighter and colorful. As I took my time driving from the Park, I saw a bear crossing the road with a doe and her fawn and I thought if a bear can live in the same mtn with two of the most innocent of creatures than I can too. (Don't try to read into that too much) After blasting Jeff Buckley's "Hallejuah" and crying to "I've been here before, I've seen this room and I've walked this floor. I used to live alone before I knew ya and I've seen your flag on the marble arch and love is not a victory march, It's a cold and it's a broken Hallejuah". I cried until I came to the nearest department store where I bought a purse for next to nothing and and bought Britney Spears Fantasy purfume...it made me feel better. The song has always helped me get over a lot of shit in my past even moving from school into the real world....
Wednesday was good for me.
He made me feel like shit. And a lot of what he said made sense to me and that is why I have been feeling so down. A lot of my friends have noticed and have even told me that I need to just get laid to release all of the pent up anger. It's not like the oppourtunities aren't there, it's just I know that being a whore is not the way to make oneself feel better. I don't need more to regret in the morning, ya know.
My friends have been so good to me. Brandy & Davy sent me flowers just to make me smile. Becca gave me a massage. T, who is always there for me lended an ear and allowed me to just bitch and cry uncontrollably while he was working!!! Trish picked up my dry cleaning, Haven spent the night with me and slept with me in my bed and comforted me, Grandma made a peanut butter pie and drizzled "Amaya" on top the whip cream in chocolate syrup, it got so bad that Kenny even said "If this is the new Amaya--It's unattractive and I don't like it!" I called him sensetive since he couldn't deal with my hard side. It's just not me. I'm the sweetest of the sweet, right?!
So Wednesday after I said what I had to say and so did he, I told him to fuck himself. I felt so much better. Its what I needed. I didn't want to go home so I kept driving. I drove to the so beautiful Shenandoah National Park, Skyland drive and I sat at the Stony Man Overlook and just kept crying and crying and breathing and reminding myself of what my Mother has always told me, everything happens for a reason. As the sun was setting I told myself that the day is over and it has been a horrible one, but tommorrow is a new day and I have a chance to make it a better one. As the sun went down so did all of the memories and dreams and things that went undone. I deleted all the numbers that I had for him, his mothers numbers, his office...It all went down with the sun on Wednesday. I knew it was what was best for us. This was killing the both of us. The atmosphere was so beautiful. The leaves are turning colors from a dull green to a bright red, orange and gold and it gave me hope because now the leaves will change and so will I. I won't be dwelling on what could have been anymore. And just like the leaves my future is looking brighter and colorful. As I took my time driving from the Park, I saw a bear crossing the road with a doe and her fawn and I thought if a bear can live in the same mtn with two of the most innocent of creatures than I can too. (Don't try to read into that too much) After blasting Jeff Buckley's "Hallejuah" and crying to "I've been here before, I've seen this room and I've walked this floor. I used to live alone before I knew ya and I've seen your flag on the marble arch and love is not a victory march, It's a cold and it's a broken Hallejuah". I cried until I came to the nearest department store where I bought a purse for next to nothing and and bought Britney Spears Fantasy purfume...it made me feel better. The song has always helped me get over a lot of shit in my past even moving from school into the real world....
Wednesday was good for me.
Thursday, September 22, 2005
Off the record
POLL
1. How old are you/male or female? 26 Female
2. How many people have you slept with? I can't count that high!
3. Lost virginity at what age? 15
4. How many blow jobs/oral sex have you given? Two
6. How many one nightstands? Three is the magic number!
7. Ever banged your friend’s significant other? no -- I do have some morals
8. Ever cheated? yep
9. How often do you masturbate? 5-7 times a week
10. What do you masturbate to? Improving on the great sex I have had or imagined
11. Most forbidden person you wanted to bang? An ex
12. Ever had a gay/lesbian experience? I'm pleading the fifth.
13. Like the taste of pussy? On my fingers?!
14. Like the taste of cum? A lot.
15. Use toys? Do veggies count?
16. Ever masturbated at work? Yes
17. Craziest place you've had sex? Golf course by the 18th
18. Like anal? Only on boring Mondays
19. Foot fetish? Negative, ghostrider!
20. Weirdest thing you have masturbated with? my tray table on a plane
21. Met anyone off Craig’s List and had sex the first night? Yes and No
22. How many porn’s do you have? Zippy
23. Faked an orgasm? unfortunately, yes
24. Favorite position? Me on top makes me scream the most!
25. Ever paid for sex? Not with money, but someway, somehow I had to pay.
26. Ever had sex in a club? Entre Nous with Jason A.
27. How many is too many? It's never enough.
28. Ever had group sex? not yet
30. Ever had cyber sex? Not my forte.
31. Phone sex? Once during a long distance relationship, and again on a weird fling.
32. Dirtiest fantasy? As a teacher, fucking a 17 year old male virgin and liking it! ONLY a FANTASY!
33. Ever taped yourself? Uh huh
34. Taken dirty pictures? Yes.
35. Ever had sex with someone and didn’t know his or her name? I do have standards.
36. Ever had sex with anyone famous? Yes and infamous.
37. Feel like masturbating now? yes -- I'm awake aren't I??
38. Fucked a co-worker? Client, does that ciunt?
39. Used someone? No more than they used me...I'm a pleaser NOT a user
40. Consider fucking someone who writes you as a result of this poll? Depends on how good a sense of humor he has...afterall there is MORE to hanging out than just sex...hehe
Morning!
*Morning Runs
*Hour long showers
*Paris Hilton Purfume
*Cute Shoes
*Chai Tea with Whipped cream and shaved ice
*Poison's Life Goes On playing on and on
*Running late for work....
All make for a great day!
See ya on the Course!!!
*Hour long showers
*Paris Hilton Purfume
*Cute Shoes
*Chai Tea with Whipped cream and shaved ice
*Poison's Life Goes On playing on and on
*Running late for work....
All make for a great day!
See ya on the Course!!!
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
BLOCTOBERFEST
Blocftober Fest!! in Arlington This Saturday.. whos going????????????? lets do it up!! :)
Saturday, September 17, 2005
A Wonderful Event!
I was cordially invited to my friend David's outdoor, afternoon wedding. It was better than I expected. The fall color scheme against the white resin folding chairs turned out well. The wedding party's attire was very nice. The bridesmaids each wore an entire different color. It all worked out well together. I wasn't expecting it to, but it did!
The emotional, yet classic ceremony was short, but it was nice. I did buy the Purple Bebe dress this morning afterall. I was absolutely sure of it. The white number was a bit Las Vegas showgirl'ish and I felt that white would be too much for me to wear. Afterall I wouldn't want to show up the bride!
My stylist put my hair in Chignon after seeing my dress. He thought that the neckline and the classic cut of the deep purple dress needed to be exposed. I didn't feel that my Tiffany earrings were good enough for the wedding. They were probably too much! So my stylist went with me to a boutique and he helped dress me. I've decided that I love having someone who knows fashion and is setting trends everyday helping me get dressed for such big events. I told him that he's going to be my own bitch and he's going to come work for me! It would never happen, but a girl can dream, can't she!!!
My handsome date, Michael looked very sharp in his H. Boss. He's got the arms of an Olympic God. The guy is not only handsome, he's super nice. He was complimenting me the entire night. You know me, I love that shit!!
As we were dancing he kept giving me soft butterfly kisses on my neck and I loved the feeling of him breathing on him. 'JUST BREATH'! After the Champagne toast, which I had 2 glasses before because I was meeting his family in a not so formal way...It isn't like we're dating, but I was still nervous. His father was just as charming and has the same dazzling blue eyes. He asked for a dance and of course I accepted. How could I possibly turn down his father?! He was a real gentlemen, didn't try to touch me in akward places....and knew how to lead! He dipped really well for a man his age!
Later as I was sitting on Michaels lap because I caught the stupid bouquet that I didn't even want to participate in, Michael caught the ever so trashy garter! The photographer insisted on a picture and just as he took the picture, Michael tickled me and my natural reaction was to bend over and the lousy photographer got a shot of me bending over exsposing my tomboyish boobs!!! Suprisingly the picture turned out nice, his brother Jason took the digital shot at the same time...I asked for a copy. I must admit, I don't think I have ever smiled so much in a long time.
The evening was great. I had a wonderful time. The dinner, the music, the wine, the entire wedding was great. I had fun.
And...I was shocked to learn that the bride never gave up the POOTIE! She was still a virgin! How nice, right?! What a real gift!
I had to call it a night earlier than expected because I have to judge a beauty pageant tommorrow.
Cinderella must sleep!
Muah!
The emotional, yet classic ceremony was short, but it was nice. I did buy the Purple Bebe dress this morning afterall. I was absolutely sure of it. The white number was a bit Las Vegas showgirl'ish and I felt that white would be too much for me to wear. Afterall I wouldn't want to show up the bride!
My stylist put my hair in Chignon after seeing my dress. He thought that the neckline and the classic cut of the deep purple dress needed to be exposed. I didn't feel that my Tiffany earrings were good enough for the wedding. They were probably too much! So my stylist went with me to a boutique and he helped dress me. I've decided that I love having someone who knows fashion and is setting trends everyday helping me get dressed for such big events. I told him that he's going to be my own bitch and he's going to come work for me! It would never happen, but a girl can dream, can't she!!!
My handsome date, Michael looked very sharp in his H. Boss. He's got the arms of an Olympic God. The guy is not only handsome, he's super nice. He was complimenting me the entire night. You know me, I love that shit!!
As we were dancing he kept giving me soft butterfly kisses on my neck and I loved the feeling of him breathing on him. 'JUST BREATH'! After the Champagne toast, which I had 2 glasses before because I was meeting his family in a not so formal way...It isn't like we're dating, but I was still nervous. His father was just as charming and has the same dazzling blue eyes. He asked for a dance and of course I accepted. How could I possibly turn down his father?! He was a real gentlemen, didn't try to touch me in akward places....and knew how to lead! He dipped really well for a man his age!
Later as I was sitting on Michaels lap because I caught the stupid bouquet that I didn't even want to participate in, Michael caught the ever so trashy garter! The photographer insisted on a picture and just as he took the picture, Michael tickled me and my natural reaction was to bend over and the lousy photographer got a shot of me bending over exsposing my tomboyish boobs!!! Suprisingly the picture turned out nice, his brother Jason took the digital shot at the same time...I asked for a copy. I must admit, I don't think I have ever smiled so much in a long time.
The evening was great. I had a wonderful time. The dinner, the music, the wine, the entire wedding was great. I had fun.
And...I was shocked to learn that the bride never gave up the POOTIE! She was still a virgin! How nice, right?! What a real gift!
I had to call it a night earlier than expected because I have to judge a beauty pageant tommorrow.
Cinderella must sleep!
Muah!
Being a fashionista...
Is a lot of damn trouble! I woke up not 100% sure of my dress....This is what I was wearing...with diamond strapped mile-high stillettos that even wrap the calve.
But then...I wasn't sure I wanted to wear that....It's super cute and I got a great deal on it....So I've been looking @ Bebe and I saw this cute purple number. It's more conservative, but I think I like it! My hair would be completely different...I would wear it all down with my Tiffany earrings.....It's so hard being in love with fashion!
Here it is: http://www.bebe.com/Main/detailImage.jsp?src=http://a116.g.akamai.net/7/116/9613/infinite/www.bebe.com/media/Images/Products/92450-syr-l_7c8b1.jpg
It's too late to vote!
I woke up early for my morning run and there is something alluringly sexy about sweat & morning dew between your tits at 7:30 a.m!
I have a mani/pedi appt @ 9....I got to jet.
My date is Michael...young, 24 yr oldf friend...he's actually in the wedding, it's his brothers wedding!
Have a great day my Fashion whores and Metrosexuals!!!
Muah!!!
But then...I wasn't sure I wanted to wear that....It's super cute and I got a great deal on it....So I've been looking @ Bebe and I saw this cute purple number. It's more conservative, but I think I like it! My hair would be completely different...I would wear it all down with my Tiffany earrings.....It's so hard being in love with fashion!
Here it is: http://www.bebe.com/Main/detailImage.jsp?src=http://a116.g.akamai.net/7/116/9613/infinite/www.bebe.com/media/Images/Products/92450-syr-l_7c8b1.jpg
It's too late to vote!
I woke up early for my morning run and there is something alluringly sexy about sweat & morning dew between your tits at 7:30 a.m!
I have a mani/pedi appt @ 9....I got to jet.
My date is Michael...young, 24 yr oldf friend...he's actually in the wedding, it's his brothers wedding!
Have a great day my Fashion whores and Metrosexuals!!!
Muah!!!
Monday, September 12, 2005
News: My girl Katie is out in Louisana helping out with the relief efforts. Isn't that sweet?
I tried to get the good dr. to head down there...he doesn't want to. Pampered bitch!
Calendar for September:
Wedding on the 17th
Baby shower on the 18th, Judging a beauty pageant on the 18th
A visit to Martha's Vineyard 23rd
A weekend in Vegas with T :)
Baby Shower
October:
Work, WORK, W O R K
November:
Road trip with Becca, Haven, Trish, & Faith!
If you want us to make a stop in your area email either one of us and let us know--It's ON!!!
I fell in love with an Aussie today :) His accent made me wet.
I can't get what my friend Catherine said to me on Saturday night at Sean's party
...
We were discussing her having sex with the new flavor of the month. She said "I was too much for him. He told me that I was killing him. And Maya I was on my period a bit". Me to Cat--"That only makes the sex better". And how true is that?!!! OHHHHHHHHHHH VERY!
Speaking of which, I'm so horny! Time to rub one out ;)
I start running tonight...wish me luck!!!! It's been an entire season since I last excercised. No worries I'll be back to good in no time at all.
I tried to get the good dr. to head down there...he doesn't want to. Pampered bitch!
Calendar for September:
Wedding on the 17th
Baby shower on the 18th, Judging a beauty pageant on the 18th
A visit to Martha's Vineyard 23rd
A weekend in Vegas with T :)
Baby Shower
October:
Work, WORK, W O R K
November:
Road trip with Becca, Haven, Trish, & Faith!
If you want us to make a stop in your area email either one of us and let us know--It's ON!!!
I fell in love with an Aussie today :) His accent made me wet.
I can't get what my friend Catherine said to me on Saturday night at Sean's party
...
We were discussing her having sex with the new flavor of the month. She said "I was too much for him. He told me that I was killing him. And Maya I was on my period a bit". Me to Cat--"That only makes the sex better". And how true is that?!!! OHHHHHHHHHHH VERY!
Speaking of which, I'm so horny! Time to rub one out ;)
I start running tonight...wish me luck!!!! It's been an entire season since I last excercised. No worries I'll be back to good in no time at all.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
This is for you
"I Don't Know You Anymore"
I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch
Relax Talk about anything
It don't matterI'll be courageous if you can pretend that you've forgiven me
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
Spring time in the city
Always such relief from the winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold
If you know what I mean
Everyone's got an agenda, don't stop
Keep that chin up, you'll be all right
Can you believe what a year it's been
Are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?'
Cause I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from these sentences
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it every day
So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
Oh what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
I see your face.
I would like to visit you for a while
Get away and out of this city
Maybe I shouldn't have called but someone had to be the first to break
We can go sit on your back porch
Relax Talk about anything
It don't matterI'll be courageous if you can pretend that you've forgiven me
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
Spring time in the city
Always such relief from the winter freeze
The snow was more lonely than cold
If you know what I mean
Everyone's got an agenda, don't stop
Keep that chin up, you'll be all right
Can you believe what a year it's been
Are you still the same?
Has your opinion changed?'
Cause I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from these sentences
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
I know I let you down
Again and again
I know I never really treated you right
I've paid the price
I'm still paying for it every day
So maybe I shouldn't have called
Was it too soon to tell?
Oh what the hell
It doesn't really matter
How do you redefine something that never really had a name?
Has your opinion changed?
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore
We keep running from the pain
But what I wouldn't give to see your face again
I see your face.
The Meaning Behind Your Name
I found this to be accurate:
Amaya:
Very intelligent, broadminded and a good listener. You are an ideas person, with a wonderful creative imagination who is always seeking practical applications to apply this to. Your intelligence means that you have great potential for business success if you can apply some discipline and caution. You enjoy sensual pleasures and with a natural restless nature and liking for adventure life is rarely dull with you around.
Amaya:
Very intelligent, broadminded and a good listener. You are an ideas person, with a wonderful creative imagination who is always seeking practical applications to apply this to. Your intelligence means that you have great potential for business success if you can apply some discipline and caution. You enjoy sensual pleasures and with a natural restless nature and liking for adventure life is rarely dull with you around.
The Make-out Bandit Strikes Again!
We started drinking and BBQ for Shawn's birthday @ 5pm. I was playing bartender and I can make a mean Pina Coloda...spelling is off but who gives a shit.
I'm tired and I'm sleepy and I am going to bed. But first I have to tell ya that Mikc, my boy, my friend who goes shopping with me all the tiime...he kept hanging out with me all evening so I had to lay it on him....I'm so bad.
The doctor wants to take me to Martha's Vineyard in 2 weeks...it's on baby!!! He's cool.
I pushed Michelle down tonight...she was being stupid and everyone knows I don't tolerate stupidity...I know my behaviour was sophomoric, but I can only take so much her trying to tell me to not drink.
Noah told me that he wants to have babies...I told him that surgery is going to cost him lots and I could recommend a good Dr!!!
Kenny--I didn't get back to you the other night because I was busy shopping with my girls and you know how we do! Trish told the Manager in Victoria's Secret that I was shopping for Angelina Jolie & I was her stylist and she told her that we wanted to shop without anyone in the store...would you believe those idiots believed that slut?!!! That has to be the funniest shit that she's pulled in a long time. We did some damage...I tried to explained to Trish that Angelina Jolie is not one to wear much lingerie...I could be wrong!!!
I'm feeling like I'm going upchuck again...I shouldn't mix Coconut rum with Beer...
It's midnight...I'm going to bed!!!
I'm tired and I'm sleepy and I am going to bed. But first I have to tell ya that Mikc, my boy, my friend who goes shopping with me all the tiime...he kept hanging out with me all evening so I had to lay it on him....I'm so bad.
The doctor wants to take me to Martha's Vineyard in 2 weeks...it's on baby!!! He's cool.
I pushed Michelle down tonight...she was being stupid and everyone knows I don't tolerate stupidity...I know my behaviour was sophomoric, but I can only take so much her trying to tell me to not drink.
Noah told me that he wants to have babies...I told him that surgery is going to cost him lots and I could recommend a good Dr!!!
Kenny--I didn't get back to you the other night because I was busy shopping with my girls and you know how we do! Trish told the Manager in Victoria's Secret that I was shopping for Angelina Jolie & I was her stylist and she told her that we wanted to shop without anyone in the store...would you believe those idiots believed that slut?!!! That has to be the funniest shit that she's pulled in a long time. We did some damage...I tried to explained to Trish that Angelina Jolie is not one to wear much lingerie...I could be wrong!!!
I'm feeling like I'm going upchuck again...I shouldn't mix Coconut rum with Beer...
It's midnight...I'm going to bed!!!
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Catching Up
My new computer is awesome...love the laptop. Sooooooooo nice.
Me & My girls are headed out to my alumni meeting for cocktails and dinner. It will be lots of fun. Sorority sistas! Hey Sista, go lista, let me see ya flow sista! Always a cheerleader, I am
Grant is helping me plan my party....Yep thats right...I'm having a Luau! I'm getting everything together as you read this. If you're reading this, this means that you're probably invited.
Oh and T---Eric called my cell, we talked for 56 mins!!!
Me & My girls are headed out to my alumni meeting for cocktails and dinner. It will be lots of fun. Sorority sistas! Hey Sista, go lista, let me see ya flow sista! Always a cheerleader, I am
Grant is helping me plan my party....Yep thats right...I'm having a Luau! I'm getting everything together as you read this. If you're reading this, this means that you're probably invited.
Oh and T---Eric called my cell, we talked for 56 mins!!!
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Mom & I
I have to admit my mother and I haven't always been the best of friends...we have issues. We don't see eye to eye on a lot of things. We discussed a lot of my problems lastnight, my incident in May, the many obstacles that I've overcame and before we ended our nearly 2 hour conversation she told me that I inspire her because I'm so strong. For her to tell me that meant a lot. I feel like the weakest link at times. I feel like I've dealt with a lot that most people my age never see. I think it opened a window for my mother and I. This morning I checked my email and she had already sent me the following:
Amaya baby I very much enjoyed the heart to heart that you and I had. I know that you are not perfect and you have some imperfections which makes you my Amaya. I love your strength, your wisdom and your inner and outer beauty radiate in everything that you do. It shows in your dedication to the family with your job! I'm humbled at times because you are to me, just perfect like the rest of my babies. You are all flawless. Your father and I will always be a part of your support group. We are always just a phone call or drive away. Make sure you eat your carbs baby. You can not function with out them. Here is the piece that I was telling you about last night. Read it and obey it. My orders!
Mommy
Everything Happens for a Reason...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...
to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very momentthat they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible,painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will poweror heart.
Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight,flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from.
In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heartand eyes to little things.
Make every day count.
Appreciate everything thatyou possibly can, for you may never experience it again.
Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen.
Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high.
Hold yourhead up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you.
Create your own life and then go out and live it.
Amaya baby I very much enjoyed the heart to heart that you and I had. I know that you are not perfect and you have some imperfections which makes you my Amaya. I love your strength, your wisdom and your inner and outer beauty radiate in everything that you do. It shows in your dedication to the family with your job! I'm humbled at times because you are to me, just perfect like the rest of my babies. You are all flawless. Your father and I will always be a part of your support group. We are always just a phone call or drive away. Make sure you eat your carbs baby. You can not function with out them. Here is the piece that I was telling you about last night. Read it and obey it. My orders!
Mommy
Everything Happens for a Reason...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...
to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.
You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very momentthat they will affect your life in some profound way.
And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible,painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will poweror heart.
Everything happens for a reason.
Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight,flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.
The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from.
In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.
If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heartand eyes to little things.
Make every day count.
Appreciate everything thatyou possibly can, for you may never experience it again.
Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen.
Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high.
Hold yourhead up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you.
Create your own life and then go out and live it.
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