It's not even noon as of yet and I feel I've accomplished a lot this morning. Considering I slept in until 8 a.m, cleaned & organized my desk, did my monthly budget and wrote the checks to pay the bills, did laundry, and vaccumed. I didn't hear my dad knock and lets just say he couldn't believe his eyes when he seen me vaccuming...which I think I do the domestic stuff a lot. But it was a shock for him!
So I have an $877.00 phone bill! I'm thinking there is an error. There's no way thats possible. We'll see.
So I bought Eric & I some cheesy shirts to sport!
I bought for myself a tank that says "Blondie" --I'm called that often, so it's fitting
A teeshirt that says "I left my heart in Chi town --Eric is from Chicago :)
Another tee that says "Exspensive, but Oh so worth it--Total Cheese
For Eric, He got a black tee with white lettering that says "Maya's Ride"--WE BOTH LIKE!!!
I have cheerleading again tonight, until 8:00 and we're stepping up the intensity a notch...And I'm demanding new uniforms--CUZ THEY SUCK!!!
Brandi & Davy have 2 extra tickets to the Redskins/Cowboys game tonight and she asked if I could go...I told her I'd let her know.
My lil man Jamie has a game tonight as well....His last year of little league football and everyone knows he's the star MVP :) He carries the team. He's awesome, I'm not bragging or embellishing either....he hussles hard to take care of his lil team--he's becoming a man!!!
I'm going to the bank, then grocery shopping, then on to hang out with Reece for a few.
Later people!
Monday, September 27, 2004
A case of the Mondays
It's not even noon as of yet and I feel I've accomplished a lot this morning. Considering I slept in until 8 a.m, cleaned & organized my desk, did my monthly budget and wrote the checks to pay the bills, did laundry, and vaccumed. I didn't hear my dad knock and lets just say he couldn't believe his eyes when he seen me vaccuming...which I think I do the domestic stuff a lot. But it was a shock for him!
So I have an $877.00 phone bill! I'm thinking there is an error. There's no way thats possible. We'll see.
So I bought Eric & I some cheesy shirts to sport!
I bought for myself a tank that says "Blondie" --I'm called that often, so it's fitting
A teeshirt that says "I left my heart in Chi town --Eric is from Chicago :)
Another tee that says "Exspensive, but Oh so worth it--Total Cheese
For Eric, He got a black tee with white lettering that says "Maya's Ride"--WE BOTH LIKE!!!
I have cheerleading again tonight, until 8:00 and we're stepping up the intensity a notch...And I'm demanding new uniforms--CUZ THEY SUCK!!!
Brandi & Davy have 2 extra tickets to the Redskins/Cowboys game tonight and she asked if I could go...I told her I'd let her know.
My lil man Jamie has a game tonight as well....His last year of little league football and everyone knows he's the star MVP :) He carries the team. He's awesome, I'm not bragging or embellishing either....he hussles hard to take care of his lil team--he's becoming a man!!!
I'm going to the bank, then grocery shopping, then on to hang out with Reece for a few.
Later people!
So I have an $877.00 phone bill! I'm thinking there is an error. There's no way thats possible. We'll see.
So I bought Eric & I some cheesy shirts to sport!
I bought for myself a tank that says "Blondie" --I'm called that often, so it's fitting
A teeshirt that says "I left my heart in Chi town --Eric is from Chicago :)
Another tee that says "Exspensive, but Oh so worth it--Total Cheese
For Eric, He got a black tee with white lettering that says "Maya's Ride"--WE BOTH LIKE!!!
I have cheerleading again tonight, until 8:00 and we're stepping up the intensity a notch...And I'm demanding new uniforms--CUZ THEY SUCK!!!
Brandi & Davy have 2 extra tickets to the Redskins/Cowboys game tonight and she asked if I could go...I told her I'd let her know.
My lil man Jamie has a game tonight as well....His last year of little league football and everyone knows he's the star MVP :) He carries the team. He's awesome, I'm not bragging or embellishing either....he hussles hard to take care of his lil team--he's becoming a man!!!
I'm going to the bank, then grocery shopping, then on to hang out with Reece for a few.
Later people!
Monday, September 20, 2004
so fun
Today has been long and intense. Cheerleading is kicking my ass. I'm slowly realizing that I'm not 16 anymore :(
Work and cheerleading tommorrow :) Yay! Fun times :)
Work and cheerleading tommorrow :) Yay! Fun times :)
Sunday, September 19, 2004
My Dream...
Before I forget...I had a dream about Broke Ass and his lush!
I was at this car dealership with the 'Diaper Posse' and broke ass was my salesman and he wanted to know where I had moved to and I told him I couldn't tell him because I didn't like him anymore!!!! His lush was there too but I can't remember what she was saying and then he told me not to worry about her, because they broke up!!! And she just stood there.
Thats it. Very stupid. But Eric and I were making fun of them lastnight!!!!
ME LUFF ERIC :)
I was at this car dealership with the 'Diaper Posse' and broke ass was my salesman and he wanted to know where I had moved to and I told him I couldn't tell him because I didn't like him anymore!!!! His lush was there too but I can't remember what she was saying and then he told me not to worry about her, because they broke up!!! And she just stood there.
Thats it. Very stupid. But Eric and I were making fun of them lastnight!!!!
ME LUFF ERIC :)
We're All Happier Now
As if I expected anything less, but Eric and I came to an agreement and we mutually decided that it was best that I went to Reece's Christening. I am so glad that I did, but I have to let everyone know how increadibly sweet and unselfish this man is. He melts me. Sometimes when we talk I have to close my eyes and make sure I'm not dreaming because this man is so giving and understanding, I just welcome this change so much, with open arms!
Reece's Baptism was so perfect. He was asleep for the entire Christening and then when the Priest poured the water over his head he woke up and let out this little wimper that melted me! God knows that I love this child so much and even when he cries, I melt. He's so awesome. So sweet. His grandmother and I clicked instantly and we're definetly going to be having a dinner party in the near future :) We all stayed around after the seafood dinner and drank tons of bubbly and when I got home at 9:30, Brandi phoned and everyone was out and going clubbing. As tired, exhausted as I was I decided to change my clothes and to go out and be social, everyone was drinking except me...
So after about 2 hours of convos I went home and fell asleep. Eric called and woke me up @ 1:30 a.m. we talked about everything from kids, to parents to life in Chicago to Life in VA....and his High School Reunion thats coming up ;) HE ASKED ME TO GO WITH HIM!
Then @ 5 a.m my friend Issaac who recently returned home from Iraq in August phoned me upset and distraught, he said that it hit him that he was home from Iraq and he just lost all control of his emotions and even contemplated suicide. Okay Issaac is a very upstanding guy and for this to happen is just not him and I had to talk him until he felt better....Just pray for him guys....He is distraught. I told him that we could hang out soon...and I intend to.
Mom, Dad, Becca, Isaiah & Chandler and I are going siteseeing in the City today. We all love DC. I just wish my Eric could be here....
More Later
Reece's Baptism was so perfect. He was asleep for the entire Christening and then when the Priest poured the water over his head he woke up and let out this little wimper that melted me! God knows that I love this child so much and even when he cries, I melt. He's so awesome. So sweet. His grandmother and I clicked instantly and we're definetly going to be having a dinner party in the near future :) We all stayed around after the seafood dinner and drank tons of bubbly and when I got home at 9:30, Brandi phoned and everyone was out and going clubbing. As tired, exhausted as I was I decided to change my clothes and to go out and be social, everyone was drinking except me...
So after about 2 hours of convos I went home and fell asleep. Eric called and woke me up @ 1:30 a.m. we talked about everything from kids, to parents to life in Chicago to Life in VA....and his High School Reunion thats coming up ;) HE ASKED ME TO GO WITH HIM!
Then @ 5 a.m my friend Issaac who recently returned home from Iraq in August phoned me upset and distraught, he said that it hit him that he was home from Iraq and he just lost all control of his emotions and even contemplated suicide. Okay Issaac is a very upstanding guy and for this to happen is just not him and I had to talk him until he felt better....Just pray for him guys....He is distraught. I told him that we could hang out soon...and I intend to.
Mom, Dad, Becca, Isaiah & Chandler and I are going siteseeing in the City today. We all love DC. I just wish my Eric could be here....
More Later
Wednesday, September 15, 2004
What a headache.
As soon as I thought my drama was over, I went and did it again.
Yesterday Renee & I had a talk and she understood. She said that she didn't want to force me to do anything and she understood my insecurities and she was fine with that. We left on a happy note.
This morning, Renee asked if I was still coming to the Baptism! See, I told her that it had nothing to do with going to Chicago and seeing Eric...which my decision to not be his godmother didn't have anything to do with the trip...And now...she is testing me I believe. So, I feel as if I am back to square one. Is there an answer to this problem?
This is what a few of you suggested...
"Tell her the ticket is nonrefundable and go to Chicago, don't ruin everyone's plans" a la Kristi
"Do what feels best!" --who else but Brandi
"Go to the Baptism and then go to Eric's party in Chicago, You'll figure out how much he likes you and you see if he is dating any other girls and if he likes you he'll understand" --T Man
"Chics before Dicks"--Trish
"Baptism, then Chicago later"--Megan
"I would go to the Baptism just to be there for Reece"--Rebecca
"I don't like this new way of meeting people"---Daddio
90% of you believe that I should go to the Baptism. Even after I we have a room overlooking the Lake!!! SHEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH
OH & Happy Birthday Ian Bradley :) Muah!
Yesterday Renee & I had a talk and she understood. She said that she didn't want to force me to do anything and she understood my insecurities and she was fine with that. We left on a happy note.
This morning, Renee asked if I was still coming to the Baptism! See, I told her that it had nothing to do with going to Chicago and seeing Eric...which my decision to not be his godmother didn't have anything to do with the trip...And now...she is testing me I believe. So, I feel as if I am back to square one. Is there an answer to this problem?
This is what a few of you suggested...
"Tell her the ticket is nonrefundable and go to Chicago, don't ruin everyone's plans" a la Kristi
"Do what feels best!" --who else but Brandi
"Go to the Baptism and then go to Eric's party in Chicago, You'll figure out how much he likes you and you see if he is dating any other girls and if he likes you he'll understand" --T Man
"Chics before Dicks"--Trish
"Baptism, then Chicago later"--Megan
"I would go to the Baptism just to be there for Reece"--Rebecca
"I don't like this new way of meeting people"---Daddio
90% of you believe that I should go to the Baptism. Even after I we have a room overlooking the Lake!!! SHEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH
OH & Happy Birthday Ian Bradley :) Muah!
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Survey Says...
1) Starting time: 7:15 2) Full Name: Amaya Georgia3) Nicknames: Mini, My4) School: University of Virginia class of 20005) Email: @hotmail.com 6) Eyes: Brown naturally, Blue & Green Contacts7) Hair: Platinum8) Height: 5'5"9) Siblings? Becca, Ian Bradley, Brent, & Haven10) Ever been cheated on: I wrote the book! Yes, 2x's 11) Ever missed school because it was raining: Yeah, rain tends to make me sleep.13) Kept a secret from everyone: Sure.14) Had an imaginary friend: Negative!15) Wanted to hook up with a friend? I'm going to go with Yes for $200, Alex16) Cried during a Flick: Yup!17) Had a crush on a teacher: Yes. God forgive me, but he was the biggest dorkiest thing ever.18) Ever thought of animated characters as hot? Tigger's tail kinda turns me on...but NO!19) Ever at anytime owned a Guitar album: Yeah.... uh no!20) Ever prank called someone: Yes, & Often21) Been on stage: Si.*Longest Relationship: 2 years. Jeremy*Car you drive: Malibu Maxx daily, Yukon XL occasionally*Parents name(s): Amanda & George *Birthday: April 15th 1979, Tax Day*Favorite thing to do: Shop. *Pet Peeve at the moment: Planning incorrectly/not planning accordingly.~FAVORITES~22) Shampoo: Aguage *My own question: Heels or flip flops? ....I would go with flip flops, *hides* Even though heels look much hotter :P23) Color: Pink of course, then black. 24) Summer/Winter: Summer, due to tanning <325) Online: ? say what? 26) Lace, silk or satin? Silk? ....27) Like Anyone? Understatement, I actually adore him. 28) Who have you known the longest of your friends: Brandi29) Who's the loudest friend you have: Trish!30) Who's the shyest friend you have: Andrea31) Who do you go to for advice: Mom or Dad, I know they love me and they won't lead me astray, they know my best interests. 32) Who do you get along with: WHO? Lets just say I'm super nice, polite & cordial to everyone. ~IN THE LAST 2 WEEKS HAVE YOU~33) Cried: Yeah. Unfortunately.34) Been mean: I broke Renee's heart...36) Been sarcastic: Me? Neva ;)37) Met someone new: *raises an eyebrow* --I did I did :)38) Watched a movie: Office Space, HILARIOUS :) A fave for sure. And I did get the memo.39) The last movie in the theatre I saw? Shrek 241) Fought with your parent(s): Actually, not this week:) 42) Wished upon a star: Nope43) Laughed until you've cried: YES! Eric has been killing me with the stupid shit. 44) Played Truth or Dare: No. See Birthday.45) Watched a sunrise/sunset: It's been longer than 2 weeks.46) Went to the beach at night: Afraid not.47) Read a book for fun: Bergdorff Blondes49) Are you lonely: Only at night when I have to fall asleep alone. 50) Are you happy: I can't complain. Mom always says that it could always be worse, no matter what the situation. true story.51) Are you talking to someone online: Scott disappeared.~DO YOU BELIEVE IN~52) God/Devil: Of course. Ever tried taking a breath without him?53) Love: Of course. I experience it everyday. The love for my family, my friends, my salvation.
54) The Closet Monster: Yeah, boogeyman,55) The Big Bang Theory: Naw.56) Heaven/hell: Yes. 57) Superstitions: I knock on wood, and I XXX a black cat if it crosses in front of me. 59) Who named you: My parents60) Backstreet Boys or N Sync: Awe man. New Kids on the Block fo sho61) When was the last time you showered: 5:15 a.m 62) What was the last thing that you said when you were online? Right...uhm...?65) What was the last thing that you did yesterday: Masturbated. 67) Where would you want to go on your honeymoon: Greek Islands.68) Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with: *raises an eyebrow* ....My husband.69) How's the weather: Nippy.70) What did you do yesterday: Office, Reece's, Work, Cooked, Showered, Phoned Eric, Bed71) Thing(s) that you find attractive of the opposite sex: Smile, then intelligence, ass, eyes, cheekbones72) How do YOU eat an Oreo: I don't remember...Dunkin' it in milk and eating it entirely.73) All time favorite TV shows: FRIENDS :( ...SEX AND THE CITY :( ...74) Dream car? Hrrm...I don't know. Not really a car person.75) What do you want to be when you grow up: Grow up? Be a Toys R Us kid, teach, be a mother.78) Numbers: 3,7,15,22,34,4578) Favorite food: Sheesh! Macoroni & Cheese, Grandma style, baked of course.80) Favorite day of the week: I like everyday. I do get a case of the Mondays sometimes...83) If you could change your name, what would it be? Grace Kelly! Stupid answer for a stupid question.84) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? No. Gross.85)The most stupid thing u ever done: I've done way too many stupid things in my lifetime.86) First Son's name: I have always liked the name Michael, however they scarred me...Dillion?87) Wife/husband: What? Husband?88) First daughter's name: Sofia Angelica
89) Favorite drinks: H20 & Cosmos & Mai Tai's.90) You like scary or funny movies better?: Sick freakin question...FUNNY! 91) On the phone or in person: AOL? In person.93) If you could change something about yourself what would it be: My weight fluctuating so much, and I would get amazing skin.94) Do you consider cheerleading a sport: Yes, of course.95) Do you have pets: Did.96) Who sent this survey to you: I stole it from Jules.97) What do you think of this person: She dresses last season and doesn't know what Couture is...LAME!98) What are a few of your favorite songs: I am in love with far too many...but My Place by Ashanti. 99) what are some of your inside jokes: Um, you wouldn't get any of them if I told you, hence "inside" ...100) Do you want your friends to do this survey: They won't...they're lazy.101) time finished: 11:46 pm :) ....WHEW! That was a while, but I got interruped by Lucille Weber who was selling Electrolux...stupid cunt.
54) The Closet Monster: Yeah, boogeyman,55) The Big Bang Theory: Naw.56) Heaven/hell: Yes. 57) Superstitions: I knock on wood, and I XXX a black cat if it crosses in front of me. 59) Who named you: My parents60) Backstreet Boys or N Sync: Awe man. New Kids on the Block fo sho61) When was the last time you showered: 5:15 a.m 62) What was the last thing that you said when you were online? Right...uhm...?65) What was the last thing that you did yesterday: Masturbated. 67) Where would you want to go on your honeymoon: Greek Islands.68) Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with: *raises an eyebrow* ....My husband.69) How's the weather: Nippy.70) What did you do yesterday: Office, Reece's, Work, Cooked, Showered, Phoned Eric, Bed71) Thing(s) that you find attractive of the opposite sex: Smile, then intelligence, ass, eyes, cheekbones72) How do YOU eat an Oreo: I don't remember...Dunkin' it in milk and eating it entirely.73) All time favorite TV shows: FRIENDS :( ...SEX AND THE CITY :( ...74) Dream car? Hrrm...I don't know. Not really a car person.75) What do you want to be when you grow up: Grow up? Be a Toys R Us kid, teach, be a mother.78) Numbers: 3,7,15,22,34,4578) Favorite food: Sheesh! Macoroni & Cheese, Grandma style, baked of course.80) Favorite day of the week: I like everyday. I do get a case of the Mondays sometimes...83) If you could change your name, what would it be? Grace Kelly! Stupid answer for a stupid question.84) Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? No. Gross.85)The most stupid thing u ever done: I've done way too many stupid things in my lifetime.86) First Son's name: I have always liked the name Michael, however they scarred me...Dillion?87) Wife/husband: What? Husband?88) First daughter's name: Sofia Angelica
89) Favorite drinks: H20 & Cosmos & Mai Tai's.90) You like scary or funny movies better?: Sick freakin question...FUNNY! 91) On the phone or in person: AOL? In person.93) If you could change something about yourself what would it be: My weight fluctuating so much, and I would get amazing skin.94) Do you consider cheerleading a sport: Yes, of course.95) Do you have pets: Did.96) Who sent this survey to you: I stole it from Jules.97) What do you think of this person: She dresses last season and doesn't know what Couture is...LAME!98) What are a few of your favorite songs: I am in love with far too many...but My Place by Ashanti. 99) what are some of your inside jokes: Um, you wouldn't get any of them if I told you, hence "inside" ...100) Do you want your friends to do this survey: They won't...they're lazy.101) time finished: 11:46 pm :) ....WHEW! That was a while, but I got interruped by Lucille Weber who was selling Electrolux...stupid cunt.
1 Major Dilemma
Reece's Christening vs. Spending time with my baby
If I don't do both, I won't forgive myself! Solutions and thoughts I need, stat!
I'm leaning toward Chicago.
This where I get to be bad Maya: FUCK FUCK FUCK!
And basically this is all my own fault for not planning well. When Eric and Nick got in 'trouble' I wanted so desperately to be with Eric that I just shot for any date. I knew that I wouldn't be going to Reece's Baptism and I had planned on telling Renee & Rod the day before I left. Friday Renee calls me at the office and wanted to know if I would be Reece's Godmother!?! I was baffled and then I realized I was second fiddle, seems to be an issue with me, but Michelle, the first choice was just diagnosed with Lupus. I don't know what this is but it's supposedly life threatning. When Renee and I talked yesterday I told that I'm not sure if my ticket was refundable...(white lie) and bringing her to tears because she has family flying in from Gernada, Aruba, Brooklyn, Trinidad and from Bum fuck and she couldn't postpone it. Then discussing it with my Mommy and my Daddy we all agreed that I am not in the most stable environment for any child. My dad even brought up the point that I can't even adopt a child from an agency because of my age and I'm unmarried. And this morning after talking to Renee about this she really had me crying this time. Her exact words were "If something were to happen to Rod & I, I want my child to be surrounded by love. I want him to know how to love unconditionally and I want him to be the best man all the time, I want him to be polite and I want him to give" she went on to say that "I am the perfect person" She stares in awe when we go out and I'm always talking to everyone, always polite, and always loving everyone unconditionally and she see's where I give so much of myself to everyone, all the time. I was floored at this and I told her I'd have to discuss it with Eric. She even said that I was her first choice because of my endless amounts of love and patience for children and she knows that I'm a good person,whom they trust, but she & Rodderick wanted someone married, someone older so they went with Michelle. With the diagnosis Michelle's health is probably not that good. She explained to me that Kurt, Renee's brother would be directed in their will that he recieves Reece and that I would get him if Kurt was dead...
So I'm torn. What do I do? What do I say? My brothers and sisters want me to just do it and get over it as they said this will never be able to happen again whereas Eric will always be in Chicago.
I want to spend time with Eric, he's still healing. I also would never be able to face Renee and Rod if I said no....
The bottomline is....It's about Religion!!! YOU STUPID CATHOLICS!!
thoughts to my email right away, club!
If I don't do both, I won't forgive myself! Solutions and thoughts I need, stat!
I'm leaning toward Chicago.
This where I get to be bad Maya: FUCK FUCK FUCK!
And basically this is all my own fault for not planning well. When Eric and Nick got in 'trouble' I wanted so desperately to be with Eric that I just shot for any date. I knew that I wouldn't be going to Reece's Baptism and I had planned on telling Renee & Rod the day before I left. Friday Renee calls me at the office and wanted to know if I would be Reece's Godmother!?! I was baffled and then I realized I was second fiddle, seems to be an issue with me, but Michelle, the first choice was just diagnosed with Lupus. I don't know what this is but it's supposedly life threatning. When Renee and I talked yesterday I told that I'm not sure if my ticket was refundable...(white lie) and bringing her to tears because she has family flying in from Gernada, Aruba, Brooklyn, Trinidad and from Bum fuck and she couldn't postpone it. Then discussing it with my Mommy and my Daddy we all agreed that I am not in the most stable environment for any child. My dad even brought up the point that I can't even adopt a child from an agency because of my age and I'm unmarried. And this morning after talking to Renee about this she really had me crying this time. Her exact words were "If something were to happen to Rod & I, I want my child to be surrounded by love. I want him to know how to love unconditionally and I want him to be the best man all the time, I want him to be polite and I want him to give" she went on to say that "I am the perfect person" She stares in awe when we go out and I'm always talking to everyone, always polite, and always loving everyone unconditionally and she see's where I give so much of myself to everyone, all the time. I was floored at this and I told her I'd have to discuss it with Eric. She even said that I was her first choice because of my endless amounts of love and patience for children and she knows that I'm a good person,whom they trust, but she & Rodderick wanted someone married, someone older so they went with Michelle. With the diagnosis Michelle's health is probably not that good. She explained to me that Kurt, Renee's brother would be directed in their will that he recieves Reece and that I would get him if Kurt was dead...
So I'm torn. What do I do? What do I say? My brothers and sisters want me to just do it and get over it as they said this will never be able to happen again whereas Eric will always be in Chicago.
I want to spend time with Eric, he's still healing. I also would never be able to face Renee and Rod if I said no....
The bottomline is....It's about Religion!!! YOU STUPID CATHOLICS!!
thoughts to my email right away, club!
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Treat me like a fool
Treat me mean and cruel, but love me!
Lastnight was a blah night for me. I wasn't feeling it at all. We had dinner and I swear I had the best ever Sweet & Sour chicken! It had orange peel and pineapple in the sauce and it was delicious! Sammy was our waiter who happens to be Brandi's brother-in-law and to put it mildly, he's a short, horny lil bastard!!! He was hitting on Becca nonstop! Even asking her to pick up the dollar he dropped on the floor just to see her bend over and being the naive drunk girls that we can sometimes portray, she did and we didn't even get it until he gave her a '10'!!! It was all in the name of fun, so no worries.
Four Mai Tai's later I was starting to get dizzy and just felt out of whack. I didn't realize how much sugar is actually in the drinks along with all the carbs that was in the sweet & sour chicken until I felt my self starting to tremble because my insulin levels were thru the roof! When I went to the restroom to test in privacy, it was a whopping 560! It hasn't been that high in years!!! Normal is 70 and this morning after drinking (2) two 34.oz's of h20 already it's down to 280. I guess this means I'm back doing induction for 14 more days! Heaven forbid I should gain a pound. I've come to realize that I'm starting to become obsessed with dieting. Not that it's an issue it's just that I always have to plan out and think and worry about what I eat. I've been this way for a few years now and I think I should chill out a bit with that, but still maintain my weight. I just have to relax--your body needs fat to function! Ewww, fat is such a gross word!
Anyway, after everyone was starting to get shit faced, I was clearly the sober one and boy does that suck. Especially when you have 8 horny -ass women on your hands. We met some guys from UNC who came to see the UVA/UNC game. They were extremely attractive and I even landed a business card, but what the hell am I going to do with it??! I'm all about some Eric right now :) Todd won't be getting a call from me anytime soon. And besides there's only so many times you can hear how 'sweet your neck looks', before it's a turn off! No game, but cute. We went to the Clarendon Ballroom and thats when I was ready to end it, but nobody would leave. I had to stay there for too long afterwards while feeling like shit. I couldn't tell Becca about my glucose level being as high as they were because then I would have ruined everyone's night and we were all out to have a good time. As long as everyone else did, I'm happy. Finally I drove home to call my man who was sleeping :) He's so sweet.
So I didn't go to church this A.M. because I felt like I'd been rode hard and put away wet! Haha, not really...but I do feel like trash with my raccoon eyes! I know God forgives me. NO MORE MISSING CHURCH!
In other news, I've decided that I'm going to open my own little Boutique :) I will sell the hautest shoes, hautest handbags, hautest totes, hautest accessories and eventually the hautest Couture :) My friend Missy is a tee shirt whore and does some really phunkee shtuff to your basic tee making it haute and fashionable and I intend to sell some of her line as well. I'll have to post pictures of some of her work, she's a geniuous for sure. And the name of my Boutique will be " O, Yes"! Simply because everyone wants an "O, Yes". Like during an orgasm you want an 'O, Yes' and when you're shopping for shoes and you need a 7.5 and when you ask the associate for a 7.5, you want to hear an 'O, Yes'! So O' Yes will be the name and I'm satisfied with this. My dad finally knows and is totally supportive of me. While my Mom has no idea yet :) WISH ME LUCK! Everyone knows how bossy Mom tends to be. My dad is going to work on the lighting of the place asap and the wall decor is still undecided but it's a little early for that. I'm imagining a late October, early November opening :) I'm stoked for sure!!!
And My old High School coach Bobbi Hilliard and Brandi Strickler called me and asked if I could join them in helping them Coach my old Alma Mater's cheerleading squad and of course I accepted :) It's a long of time involved but I want to do it and I'm excited. It's every evening from 5:00 til 8:30 and I would have to sit in on some games occasionally. Which is all fine so I'm in :) She asked if I could just take a drug test!!! I remember the days when I used to fear this so much,but how times have changed :)
Becca wants to go get the boys some clothes for fall. She's afraid they'll get cold at school. Nevermind it's just September and it's still very warm weather here. Thats a Momma for ya, I guess.
"I guess one of my friends will have to get stabbed to get in your journal anymore" k, that was low! So this update is for my boy, T! Sexy T at that! Hopefully this makes you smile and hopefully you got laid lastnight. And you shouldn't lay around the casa completely naked when you have company over!!! George could get excited ;)
I'm listening to Sade's By Your Side and it's so sweet....reminds me of someone :)
Oh and have any of you seen the GUess Ad with Paris Hilton? She's a bimbo for sure, but she's so haute in them. She almost looks a bit classy. No kidding.
later.
Saturday, September 11, 2004
September 11th
"This is a day when all Americans from all walks of life unite in our resolve for justice & peace, America has took down enemies before and we will do so this time, none of us will ever forget this day, yet we move forward to defend freedom and all that is good and just in our world" G.W. Bush
I can still remember exactly what I was doing, where I was and I still remember how scared I was. I was in class and it had just started. Some students were still getting their supplies out of their cubbies when Dr. Phenix came on the intercom and asked that every member of the staff please turn on their television sets with caution and he would be making announcements as to what to do momentarily. When I tuned in I saw the second plane smash into the 2nd tower. Nobody knew at that point what was going on. With the first plane going into the tower everyone thought it may have been an accident, but with the second one everyone knew we were under attack!
Moments later there was an announcement that told everyone to gather your students, all of their records and meet in the gymnasium. I did just that but then as I was calling my dad frantically I didn't get an answer and I was able to talk to mom at the bank where she informed me that we are indeed under attack and that the Pentagon was just hit and my father who still had clearances there was going to be there! I took my class to the gymnasium and I took off! As I was heading to McLean traffic was horrible and my cell phone no longer worked. I had no idea where any of my family was, I didn't know what to do at all. So when I got to my Mom's Becca was there and Ian pulled in right away with Haven and the boys. Haven didn't know that Dad was at a meeting at the Pentagon, when we told her she lost all control. As anyone would on such a fucked up day. Finally Mom & Dad pulled into the driveway and My dad & Ian talked alone and we didn't get to hear anything at all. We were all crying hysterically and when My brother saluted my father I knew something was wrong. He tried comforting us and telling us that it was a terrorist attack and it's under control but then the first tower was in shambles. And yet everything was going to be okay. My grandparents were going crazy as they were scared and were fearing the worst as we all were. Hearing the sirens blast thru the air, seeing all the traffic heading out of Washington --total pandomoniam. Seeing the images on tv where people were jumping to their deaths in tower 2, seeing people running in the streets and paper everywhere. No control at all. Nobody knew anything and our Commander in Chief was in Florida.
So we decided we were getting out of the target area and we went to my grandparents house in Luray and spent the next couple of days there. Adam, whom I was dating at that time met me at my grandparents house. He knew how scared I was and even with a broken arm he drove the 2.5 hours to be with me. My Mom & Adam bonded. We all actually talked about what we thought was happening and who we thought did it. I remember Isaiah & Chandler never had a care in the world and being the kids that they are they had no idea what was going on, Thank God! We spent the night in front of the tv, hoping and praying.
The next day Adam & I decided we needed to get away for a while and we drove into this quaint little town and on the Sign at the Bank it said "GOD BLESS AMERICA" and it dawned on me that it was never there before and finally we're all uniting together! And it didn't stop with a sign, there were Vets atop this bridge waving a big American Flag and everyone honking their horns and saluting these men.
And months later my Dad & I were at this gas station getting fuel and there were these Chinese tourist in front of the Pentagon all smiling and having their picture taken in front of the rubble when my Dad decided to chase them off! It was the funniest thing ever, but it pissed my father off that these people were laughing and smiling!!!
So my first visit to Battery Park was unforgettable. Even a year later there was still a huge memorial. There was still people on their knees crying, there was still memories and souls lost in this big hole. None of it still did not make any sense.
Three (3) years later it still doesn't, but time has a way of helping us heal and deal with our pain. There were so many lives lost. So many innocent lives lost because some fucked up man thought he was going to Heaven with 70 virgins! And each time I walk into Grand Central Station I think about how many people road the trains every day and how many road them that day to get to heaven.
I'm not going to be doing anything extravagant today. I'm going to say prayers through-out the day for everyone!
God is a loving God and he's a just God. God Bless!
I can still remember exactly what I was doing, where I was and I still remember how scared I was. I was in class and it had just started. Some students were still getting their supplies out of their cubbies when Dr. Phenix came on the intercom and asked that every member of the staff please turn on their television sets with caution and he would be making announcements as to what to do momentarily. When I tuned in I saw the second plane smash into the 2nd tower. Nobody knew at that point what was going on. With the first plane going into the tower everyone thought it may have been an accident, but with the second one everyone knew we were under attack!
Moments later there was an announcement that told everyone to gather your students, all of their records and meet in the gymnasium. I did just that but then as I was calling my dad frantically I didn't get an answer and I was able to talk to mom at the bank where she informed me that we are indeed under attack and that the Pentagon was just hit and my father who still had clearances there was going to be there! I took my class to the gymnasium and I took off! As I was heading to McLean traffic was horrible and my cell phone no longer worked. I had no idea where any of my family was, I didn't know what to do at all. So when I got to my Mom's Becca was there and Ian pulled in right away with Haven and the boys. Haven didn't know that Dad was at a meeting at the Pentagon, when we told her she lost all control. As anyone would on such a fucked up day. Finally Mom & Dad pulled into the driveway and My dad & Ian talked alone and we didn't get to hear anything at all. We were all crying hysterically and when My brother saluted my father I knew something was wrong. He tried comforting us and telling us that it was a terrorist attack and it's under control but then the first tower was in shambles. And yet everything was going to be okay. My grandparents were going crazy as they were scared and were fearing the worst as we all were. Hearing the sirens blast thru the air, seeing all the traffic heading out of Washington --total pandomoniam. Seeing the images on tv where people were jumping to their deaths in tower 2, seeing people running in the streets and paper everywhere. No control at all. Nobody knew anything and our Commander in Chief was in Florida.
So we decided we were getting out of the target area and we went to my grandparents house in Luray and spent the next couple of days there. Adam, whom I was dating at that time met me at my grandparents house. He knew how scared I was and even with a broken arm he drove the 2.5 hours to be with me. My Mom & Adam bonded. We all actually talked about what we thought was happening and who we thought did it. I remember Isaiah & Chandler never had a care in the world and being the kids that they are they had no idea what was going on, Thank God! We spent the night in front of the tv, hoping and praying.
The next day Adam & I decided we needed to get away for a while and we drove into this quaint little town and on the Sign at the Bank it said "GOD BLESS AMERICA" and it dawned on me that it was never there before and finally we're all uniting together! And it didn't stop with a sign, there were Vets atop this bridge waving a big American Flag and everyone honking their horns and saluting these men.
And months later my Dad & I were at this gas station getting fuel and there were these Chinese tourist in front of the Pentagon all smiling and having their picture taken in front of the rubble when my Dad decided to chase them off! It was the funniest thing ever, but it pissed my father off that these people were laughing and smiling!!!
So my first visit to Battery Park was unforgettable. Even a year later there was still a huge memorial. There was still people on their knees crying, there was still memories and souls lost in this big hole. None of it still did not make any sense.
Three (3) years later it still doesn't, but time has a way of helping us heal and deal with our pain. There were so many lives lost. So many innocent lives lost because some fucked up man thought he was going to Heaven with 70 virgins! And each time I walk into Grand Central Station I think about how many people road the trains every day and how many road them that day to get to heaven.
I'm not going to be doing anything extravagant today. I'm going to say prayers through-out the day for everyone!
God is a loving God and he's a just God. God Bless!
Friday, September 10, 2004
Petty girls
and good drinx make for a good night. Spending 5 hours with my girls is sometimes too much. ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!!
Tommorrow: Spend time with my girls!!!
Tommorrow: Spend time with my girls!!!
Thursday, September 09, 2004
Long Time No Update
It turns out that my fan club has been missing me! Not as much as I've missed them though! You guys have been great, even offering comfort to me and allowing me to drown in my sorrows and peeing on everyone's parade. This is what friends do though, right?
Thanx for all the prayers and thoughts for Eric & Nick. Nick is doing suprisingly well and Eric is still dealing with the trauma. I had previously told everyone Nick was stabbed 7 times when in fact, it was 9! What a man, right?! So Hector Ortiz is going to be formally charged with Attempted Murder. Thank God! Who does this shit? And who thinks they can fuck with my man?!!! Seriously though...they're very lucky boys.
The entire incident was broadcasted across NBC, CBS and local channels in Chicago because apparently this is considered odd behavior in the Gold Coast. The Sun-Times and the Tribune both reported on the incident for days, but was reported incorrectly several times., blaming it on road rage! Finally the Mooney's got it right!
After the accident I had an epiphany...I realized how special this man is to me. And the shit he put me thru wasn't easy to handle, but because I have some of the greatest friends in the world I made it thru! I don't think I can handle another though. So he's going to become tame again :)
As you're all well aware, I was going thru a crazy funk, but slowly I'm making a comeback--Lookout!
So today I ate poorly. I ate french fries :( Shame on me, but damn they were good and so satisfying. It's been a while since I actually had them, I missed them, tons even!
Tommorrow is going to be a busy day for sure. No playtime with Reece or Kennedy or Emma. All work. No play. But after 5:00 I'm getting so wasted! Dinner party with the girls on Saturday then it's on to shake my ass. Sunday I'm actually going to go to church and be the good girl everyone knows I am :)
The 17th I'm back to Chicago. Can't wait!
So...I need to get my roots bleached out. I just have to find the time to do it. I'm even contemplating on cutting some inches off. Who knows...I never follow thru with anything.
Anyone going to the Nascar Race on Saturday? I haven't decided yet...email me, tell me whats up.
I just smelled my shampoo and I'm having a moment. Yummy!
Embarrassing moment of the day: I was on my way home from work and beside me at a traffic light is a truck full of Jorge's, Mario's, Hector's staring and even smiling...then it dawned on me, they were watching me manhandle my tits! I admit that I'm a nerd. And so? I'm horny :) Nothing new though.
Goodnight all :)
Muah!
Thanx for all the prayers and thoughts for Eric & Nick. Nick is doing suprisingly well and Eric is still dealing with the trauma. I had previously told everyone Nick was stabbed 7 times when in fact, it was 9! What a man, right?! So Hector Ortiz is going to be formally charged with Attempted Murder. Thank God! Who does this shit? And who thinks they can fuck with my man?!!! Seriously though...they're very lucky boys.
The entire incident was broadcasted across NBC, CBS and local channels in Chicago because apparently this is considered odd behavior in the Gold Coast. The Sun-Times and the Tribune both reported on the incident for days, but was reported incorrectly several times., blaming it on road rage! Finally the Mooney's got it right!
After the accident I had an epiphany...I realized how special this man is to me. And the shit he put me thru wasn't easy to handle, but because I have some of the greatest friends in the world I made it thru! I don't think I can handle another though. So he's going to become tame again :)
As you're all well aware, I was going thru a crazy funk, but slowly I'm making a comeback--Lookout!
So today I ate poorly. I ate french fries :( Shame on me, but damn they were good and so satisfying. It's been a while since I actually had them, I missed them, tons even!
Tommorrow is going to be a busy day for sure. No playtime with Reece or Kennedy or Emma. All work. No play. But after 5:00 I'm getting so wasted! Dinner party with the girls on Saturday then it's on to shake my ass. Sunday I'm actually going to go to church and be the good girl everyone knows I am :)
The 17th I'm back to Chicago. Can't wait!
So...I need to get my roots bleached out. I just have to find the time to do it. I'm even contemplating on cutting some inches off. Who knows...I never follow thru with anything.
Anyone going to the Nascar Race on Saturday? I haven't decided yet...email me, tell me whats up.
I just smelled my shampoo and I'm having a moment. Yummy!
Embarrassing moment of the day: I was on my way home from work and beside me at a traffic light is a truck full of Jorge's, Mario's, Hector's staring and even smiling...then it dawned on me, they were watching me manhandle my tits! I admit that I'm a nerd. And so? I'm horny :) Nothing new though.
Goodnight all :)
Muah!
Thursday, September 02, 2004
Pray Pray Pray
Just got a call from my Aunt Faith in Maryland, it seems as if my cousin's 8 month old daughter, Summer whom I was just with on Sunday at her older sister, Autumn's birthday party, fell out of her high chair and on to the kitchen floor. Summer's pupils aren't responding and she's going in and out of conciousness...She left in an ambulance as a priority 3, which isn't good.
So, pray for lil Summer...and hope for the best.
So, pray for lil Summer...and hope for the best.
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
Sept 1st
Today is already September 1st. I can't believe it. June, July & August are easily my favorite months out of the year, probably because there is so much more to do.
Tonight is Sushi and Saki with Drew, I'm looking forwarded to that.
I have to make arrangements for Courtney's Bachlorette party. We're going to NYC, but I just have to set the date and stick to it. God knows I have problems with that.
Friday I'm going shopping, I think. I need to go shopping.
I had a indepth comversation with Married Mike yesterday. He says that he loves me and would do anything for me. Unfortunately, It's a little late for that. He's still seperated from his wife but the damage is done :( Do you guys remember how much I loved this man? It's crazy what a heartache will do for ya :)
Serendipity 3, YUMMY!
Tonight is Sushi and Saki with Drew, I'm looking forwarded to that.
I have to make arrangements for Courtney's Bachlorette party. We're going to NYC, but I just have to set the date and stick to it. God knows I have problems with that.
Friday I'm going shopping, I think. I need to go shopping.
I had a indepth comversation with Married Mike yesterday. He says that he loves me and would do anything for me. Unfortunately, It's a little late for that. He's still seperated from his wife but the damage is done :( Do you guys remember how much I loved this man? It's crazy what a heartache will do for ya :)
Serendipity 3, YUMMY!
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