Sunday, September 12, 2004

Treat me like a fool

Treat me mean and cruel, but love me!
Lastnight was a blah night for me. I wasn't feeling it at all. We had dinner and I swear I had the best ever Sweet & Sour chicken! It had orange peel and pineapple in the sauce and it was delicious! Sammy was our waiter who happens to be Brandi's brother-in-law and to put it mildly, he's a short, horny lil bastard!!! He was hitting on Becca nonstop! Even asking her to pick up the dollar he dropped on the floor just to see her bend over and being the naive drunk girls that we can sometimes portray, she did and we didn't even get it until he gave her a '10'!!! It was all in the name of fun, so no worries.
Four Mai Tai's later I was starting to get dizzy and just felt out of whack. I didn't realize how much sugar is actually in the drinks along with all the carbs that was in the sweet & sour chicken until I felt my self starting to tremble because my insulin levels were thru the roof! When I went to the restroom to test in privacy, it was a whopping 560! It hasn't been that high in years!!! Normal is 70 and this morning after drinking (2) two 34.oz's of h20 already it's down to 280. I guess this means I'm back doing induction for 14 more days! Heaven forbid I should gain a pound. I've come to realize that I'm starting to become obsessed with dieting. Not that it's an issue it's just that I always have to plan out and think and worry about what I eat. I've been this way for a few years now and I think I should chill out a bit with that, but still maintain my weight. I just have to relax--your body needs fat to function! Ewww, fat is such a gross word!
Anyway, after everyone was starting to get shit faced, I was clearly the sober one and boy does that suck. Especially when you have 8 horny -ass women on your hands. We met some guys from UNC who came to see the UVA/UNC game. They were extremely attractive and I even landed a business card, but what the hell am I going to do with it??! I'm all about some Eric right now :) Todd won't be getting a call from me anytime soon. And besides there's only so many times you can hear how 'sweet your neck looks', before it's a turn off! No game, but cute. We went to the Clarendon Ballroom and thats when I was ready to end it, but nobody would leave. I had to stay there for too long afterwards while feeling like shit. I couldn't tell Becca about my glucose level being as high as they were because then I would have ruined everyone's night and we were all out to have a good time. As long as everyone else did, I'm happy. Finally I drove home to call my man who was sleeping :) He's so sweet.
So I didn't go to church this A.M. because I felt like I'd been rode hard and put away wet! Haha, not really...but I do feel like trash with my raccoon eyes! I know God forgives me. NO MORE MISSING CHURCH!
In other news, I've decided that I'm going to open my own little Boutique :) I will sell the hautest shoes, hautest handbags, hautest totes, hautest accessories and eventually the hautest Couture :) My friend Missy is a tee shirt whore and does some really phunkee shtuff to your basic tee making it haute and fashionable and I intend to sell some of her line as well. I'll have to post pictures of some of her work, she's a geniuous for sure. And the name of my Boutique will be " O, Yes"! Simply because everyone wants an "O, Yes". Like during an orgasm you want an 'O, Yes' and when you're shopping for shoes and you need a 7.5 and when you ask the associate for a 7.5, you want to hear an 'O, Yes'! So O' Yes will be the name and I'm satisfied with this. My dad finally knows and is totally supportive of me. While my Mom has no idea yet :) WISH ME LUCK! Everyone knows how bossy Mom tends to be. My dad is going to work on the lighting of the place asap and the wall decor is still undecided but it's a little early for that. I'm imagining a late October, early November opening :) I'm stoked for sure!!!
And My old High School coach Bobbi Hilliard and Brandi Strickler called me and asked if I could join them in helping them Coach my old Alma Mater's cheerleading squad and of course I accepted :) It's a long of time involved but I want to do it and I'm excited. It's every evening from 5:00 til 8:30 and I would have to sit in on some games occasionally. Which is all fine so I'm in :) She asked if I could just take a drug test!!! I remember the days when I used to fear this so much,but how times have changed :)
Becca wants to go get the boys some clothes for fall. She's afraid they'll get cold at school. Nevermind it's just September and it's still very warm weather here. Thats a Momma for ya, I guess.
"I guess one of my friends will have to get stabbed to get in your journal anymore" k, that was low! So this update is for my boy, T! Sexy T at that! Hopefully this makes you smile and hopefully you got laid lastnight. And you shouldn't lay around the casa completely naked when you have company over!!! George could get excited ;)
I'm listening to Sade's By Your Side and it's so sweet....reminds me of someone :)
Oh and have any of you seen the GUess Ad with Paris Hilton? She's a bimbo for sure, but she's so haute in them. She almost looks a bit classy. No kidding.

later.