As soon as I thought my drama was over, I went and did it again.
Yesterday Renee & I had a talk and she understood. She said that she didn't want to force me to do anything and she understood my insecurities and she was fine with that. We left on a happy note.
This morning, Renee asked if I was still coming to the Baptism! See, I told her that it had nothing to do with going to Chicago and seeing Eric...which my decision to not be his godmother didn't have anything to do with the trip...And now...she is testing me I believe. So, I feel as if I am back to square one. Is there an answer to this problem?
This is what a few of you suggested...
"Tell her the ticket is nonrefundable and go to Chicago, don't ruin everyone's plans" a la Kristi
"Do what feels best!" --who else but Brandi
"Go to the Baptism and then go to Eric's party in Chicago, You'll figure out how much he likes you and you see if he is dating any other girls and if he likes you he'll understand" --T Man
"Chics before Dicks"--Trish
"Baptism, then Chicago later"--Megan
"I would go to the Baptism just to be there for Reece"--Rebecca
"I don't like this new way of meeting people"---Daddio
90% of you believe that I should go to the Baptism. Even after I we have a room overlooking the Lake!!! SHEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSH
OH & Happy Birthday Ian Bradley :) Muah!
