Wednesday, August 18, 2004

I'm walking on Sunshine :)

I woke up this morning to the sun shining thru my window at the crack of ass. I didn't mind because I live for moments like those. I took my morning shower in my new favorite scent from Victoria's Secret, Floral Fantasy. So yummy!

I'm sporting my favorite cropped pants from Bananna Republic with the cutest of all Camisoles and of course you can't live without 3-4 inch heels in public. In other words I have a very important meeting this a.m. with Channel 9 News :) Unfortuanately, September is a super busy time of month that would require me in the office no later than 8 am stat. Which only makes me wish I was teaching!!! No tears. I'm a big girl.

I'm listening to a mix CD I made for Broke Ass and I'm listening to one of his favorite songs...Baby by Ashanti.

I got this jones forming in my bones
for a man who indeed took over my soul,
understand?
I couldn't breath if he ever said he'd leave
I'd get on my knees til they're bloody red
I don't know if you get it yet,
he's like the lighter to my cigarette
watch me smoke
I never knew another human life had the power
to take over mine
so baby baby baby
I love it when I hear your name
got me saying....
BABY BABY BABY BABY
See I can never feel alone with you in my life
I'd give up everything I own for you
won't think twice
Almost ashamed how I mesmerize
I lose my thought looking in your eyes
cuz your kisses make my lips quiver
and when you touch me my whole body shivers
I can see how another life can have the power to take over mine
because you're my
BABY BABY BABY BABY
Baby, I can't see my worth living here on God's green earth
You don't know what you've done to me,
I never thought I'd need you desperatley
It's kinda sick how I'm stuck on you
but I don't care cuz I'm needing you
how I feel will remain the same
cuz you're my BABY
when the world starts to stress me out
where I run is to you boy, without a doubt
You're the one who keeps me sane and I can't complain
Now this is how another human life has the power to take over mine
Because you're my
BABY BABY BABY BABY
Some would say I was in love....how...it was only 2 short months. But he promised me so much that I fell for everything. I wanted to fall in love I think. Oh well :) It worked. Got me nowhere, but I'll take the pain to taste the sweet :) Aside from all the bitterness and the heartache he's a great guy beneath the surface. I'm glad he's happy. He deserves to be. Everyone is entitled to happiness, I just wished it was me.
Who wouldn't love a man saying this to you? "With that smile you pull the deepest secrets from my heart and in all honesty I'm speechless and I don't know where to start"
Fucking men!!!
T--You drive me crazy! I'll get back with you with my suggestions :)
I should get to the office now and pretend to be busy while I text message T & Adam all day.
Don't forget to presoak the shirt, T!
Think of me, think of me fondly when we say goodbye, remember me once in a while!
~*SuperGirl*~