Thursday, August 05, 2004

I could be the worst daughter on earth...

However, I'm not :) Today was Mom's birthday. I knew her birthday was August 5th, but it never crossed my mind today. Dad & Mom showed up early at my house this morning, Dad asked what we had planned for Mom...confused at first until it dawned on me that TA DA! Today's Mom's Birthday!!!

Dad was furious, but Becca, Haven, Ian & saved the day. While Dad took Mom to play golf, I called everyone and made the arrangements. We all had dinner, caught up, and I even had a glass of white wine. I knew I shouldn't simply because of the carbs,

We all chipped in for a Day Spa certificate and a Hermes scarf. She adored it. She asked for a freaking salad spinner and thats exactly what dad bought her! Gay.

In other news, I toured the Country Club today. Thats where I intend to host Mom & Dad's Birthday party. I just have to cut the guest list in half. That will be hard. We're at 102 now. Including drinks, the dinner is @ $25 per head...which is sensible considering all the options and it includes the dinner wine, the cocktails, beers etc....Now, the hard part is up to me. I get to cut the guests. Fun fun. I somehow always get stuck with the coolest job.


I think that Eric is becoming interested in me. He confessed that he read the journal too. Thats great. Invade my life, please! Again, Thanx!

Scott called me at 1:00 this a.m. I didn't answer. I crashed early. I just want him to persue me a bit. If he is infact interested I'll be able to tell. His signals are too weird and hard to read.

T & Nicole talked. All I can say is (BECAUSE HE READS THIS) is that it's about damn time. They didn't get very far. Except she knows exactly what he's feeling and I just hope for his sake that she doesn't take his vulrenablity for granted. I think he'd give anything to have her back. Special prayers for T, for sure.

I thought of Broke Ass today, as always. I realize now that everything that happend was a part of God's plan and he intended for us to cross paths. I just can't wait until his face stops haunting me. I can't wait until that day comes that I say Broke Ass who?!!! I want to get over him so bad. I know he never thinks about me, I know that he doesn't spend this much time focusing on me so why do I do it for him? I don't want to talk bad about him, he just simply was in love with HER...even after all the shit he said. Did he really think it though? Or was he really angry? Who knows. Why do I care?

Weekend plans include: Wedding Rehearsel tommorrow then partying later with Miss B Haven...Saturday, Wedding madness, then ass shaking all night :) Sunday is an afternoon tea for Tara & Michael. My grandmother is hosting it. Should be fun. Grandma has great taste and always provides the best Raspberry Scones :) Ooops, CARBS--FUCKERS.

I didn't run again today, I've been too busy. TOMMOROW for sure.

Going to bed now....God Bless.

~A