Its Clearly Time to Move On

Enough said. I won't be mentioning his name anymore and their won't be anymore reference to that womanizing pig. I can't believe he's meeting up with GIRLS while here. Am I stupid? Not a phone call from him yet. A text message that says that he didn't get my message until late lastnight. He was busy. GOOD ONE. FUCKER. No matter where he is, who he's with, he's always too busy for me. I'm so done. PUKE!

Dear God

Please tell me why I even bother. Please give me the strength to realize that this guy truly is a freaking jerk! Please help me stay away from him. I don't need him in my life so please help me to stop trying to contact him!!! Please. I was once this girl with pride that would never call a guy. Where the hell is she??? He makes me weak, but you can make me strong and I'm putting all of this in YOUR hands.

Amaya


So Eric is in town with his boys and I've tried contacting him now not once, twice, four, but 6 or more times! He doesn't answer his phone and he doesn't call me back. I got the hint but everytime I think about it, it pisses me off. I want to just go to his hotel room and slap his face. FUCK. Does he know who the fuck I am? And why I bother, I don't know. I think I need a wake up call. He's not accpeting my calls nor is he responding to text messages. Am I really this desperate? For God's sake, he fucked me over. Why am I stressing and why am I begging for an invite from him to just hang out and say hi? I'm making myself upset by trying too hard. I know that he's a jerk and God forbid I should ever talk to him again. I'm going back to the hospital. Perhaps I'll make myself available tonight. NO. FUCK NO I WON"T. This guy has been a complete waste of my time and look at me, I don't think i've batted my eyelashes this much in forever!!!!! Stress! I'm giving up on men. Back to see my brother.

::**MEN**:: is there anything else?

Eric and I have been done for nearly two weeks now. Being the too kind person that I am, I contacted him via email and phone to see if he basically needed any help getting around in unfamiliar territory. Afterall he's bringing all of his boys now and yes, we know the woman loving man is bringing girls too! I swallowed my pride and called him. What the fuck is wrong with me. I've left two messages. I must be crazy. Or just a glutton for punishment. I guess it's time I just move on. With that said...

I do have more important things to vent about...starting with my brother. He went to physical therapy on Tuesday and they sent him to get a sonagram right away because of a swollen, red, warm to the touch knot on his knee. They confirmed what his therapist feared, he had a blood clot! He was admitted and by Wednesday evening the clot had moved from his knee to his thigh and this morning it was still in his abdomen which is DANGEROUS. Dr's are worried. He's on blood thinners and he can't even move. He can't shower, my mother has to give him a sponge bath and he can't get angry or excited at anything. He's in good spirits and says that everything is fine....And IT BETTER BE! This morning my dad went into surgery. My brother isn't aware though because it could make him upset....Worried even. So I have to go and stay with my brother while Mom and Becca and Haven and Jordan all rotate hospitals. This is too much shit to deal with. I think I'm taking the next shuttle to the nearest planet!!!

I've decided that it's time for a change. I'm never happy in one setting for long anyway. I'm thinking of purchasing a new house in the Great Falls area of NOVA. I'm looking at a 4 bedroom, 4 bathroom on a golf course. It's absolutely breathtaking. I've been thinking about chopping off the hair again...what do you think? Just shoulder length. Nothing TOO drastic. It would be a great length by the time summer gets here and it's time for a change. You'd think I was running for an office. I'll quit.

So Eric and the boys are in town tonight. Should be fun for them. In my email I told him some places he should go. Hopefully he'll trust me. I wouldn't lead astray.

Married Mike keeps calling my cell. He's must sense that I'm fucking vulrenable as all hell. He knows me too well. He's always had a sick six sense when it came to me. He always knew. I think it's about time I change my phone numbers. I have to sever ties and if I cut out communication it would be a good start!!!

Look at me. This entire post has been about the men! Most have betrayed me. I guess I'll just continue loving my brothers and my father. I know they'll never hurt me, only protect me.

Eric, if you read this....I have tried calling you 4 times now, even leaving messages and emails. I guess you're too busy!!! Ha ha. Point taken. So I'm writing you off right now. I don't want anymore emails about how much you love me and we could make things work....I've tried too many times. Best of luck.


Amaya

La La

Has anyone heard Ciara & Missy's '1,2 step'? I'm predicting that it's going to be all over the club scene. It's hot. "Goodies" was hot too. Ciara has staying power.

Songs I'm loving at the moment:

1.True by Ryan Cabera--Reminds me of SOMEONE SPECIAL :)
2.Only U by Ashanti
3.Soldier by Destiny's CHild--Issaac of course
4.My Perogative by Britney--My friends tell me it's my song after our road trip! Funny!
5.Fuck It (I don't want you back) by Eamon--Reminds me of a certain loser
6.Let Me Love You by Mario--T loves it too!

Of course Madonna is my muse, inspiration and my favorite chic of all time. In high school I was running for Vice President of my junior class and my cheerleading squad performed with me and we did a skit with 'Vogue' and re wrote the song and changed it to 'Vote! I'm going to find the lyrics that we used. Needless to say I won :) During week long try-outs and camps @ UVA during our last audition in order and it was down to cutting time, I chose to do Madonna's version of 'American Pie' at that time the movie American Pie was popular and so was Madonna's song and I thought that I symbolized American Pie!!! And yet again, I made the cut! So Madonna has always been good to me! Love her. Not to mention that American Pie is the only song I know all the lyrics to!


In other news, I didn't go into work today, however I do have a lunch meeting at noon that I will be going to, {COUGH BIG CLIENT COUGH!} All is well, Daddy should be coming home today. I spoke to him this morning and he's tired and wants to get out!! I want him home STAT!!!


I'm in the mood to paint so I'm doing some art work for Reece :)

Later :)

P.S. You should all go and listen to my music suggestions--they're awesome!!!

A Big Wake UP

My plans for the weekend which included a ski trip with my parents to celebrate Chan's 5th Birthday was turned upside down on Friday night when my father had yet another heart attack!

After spending 3 nights in the hospital so far he will likely be able to come home on Tuesday if all goes well. He has to prepare for yet another surgery. I feel so bad for the guy. It's so scary, the thought of losing my daddy. Wow. Just wow. On a brighter note, he is improving. I don't understand why this keeps happening because he's fit, he eats healthy and he's young. Too young for any of this crap.

Today, I'm going to do some work here for a while and then I'm going to the hospital to see him.

Adam broke up with Heather. And says that she's a dirty whore. He also said that no matter who he dates theres always me who he can't forget. He told me that he is still in love with me. I just told him I think he's lonely at the moment and in a few weeks he'll meet someone else who he'll fall in love with. He offered to come be with me when I called him out of desperation on Saturday night. I was so furious with Eric who had plans and couldn't comfort me after everything I was going through. I guess I just expect too much from people. If you know me at all you know I'm the person who drops everything, including their own job to help and comfort someone. Obviously, not everyone is like me. I don't know what to think. He really disappointed me. I realize that he had plans, but I needed to talk to somebody after spending the entire night and day at the hospital, but I wasn't entertaining enough with all of my tears. So I called Adam who talked to me until I fell asleep.

It will get better, I'm sure.

Another Year Over

...And a new one's has begun on a great note at that! I've made some serious new year resolutions that I've kept graciously thus far. Considering that today is only day three! I'll let you know how it goes.

A Sneak Peek:
-Excercising 5-6 times per week
-No fast food/take out atleast during the month of January
-No alcohol until my birthday
-I intend on reading atleast 1 book every 6 weeks
-Travel more--Chicago a lot ;)

I woke up @ 5 a.m. this morning and went to the gym and was that place busy. It'll settle down in another 2 weeks after everyone starts to lose their motivation. Today is Daniel's funereal. I'll be there.

My accounting class is from 5:30 until 9:00 so I'll be nice and tired tonight! I'll get plenty of sleep. Yay!

I have tons of folders on my desk, I'm assuming thats a sign for my happy butt to get to work...sooooooooooo happy to be back!

Happy New Year!

Amaya

It's been a while

And as fabulous as a life I live, nothing much has changed. I still spend too much money and I am sexually deprived. No news.

I'm preparing for my weekend adventure with all 11 of us heading to the big city. I'm stoked.

My mom continues to give me shit about my moral values and my priorities. Again, not much has changed.

Isaiah won All state in his Creative Learning Competition. He took home a huge trophy and a $50 savings bond...what can I say, he's a Warner :) Well, part anyway.

My workout this morning was intense. I did a full body conditioning, spent 2 hours. I have to prepare for the weekend you know...and being on my sabbatical made my ass gain weight. My real goal is to get back to running. SLOWLY I will. I can't wait to hit the pavement again...Except not by a freaking car, this time!!!

I got phone calls to make and then I have to get to my morning meeting.

Lots of love :)

Miss Thang

So, you missed me?

I love the feeling of accomplishment. I've missed out on a lot of work during my 3 month sabbatical. It feels good, although I miss my little Reece a lot. I know he's doing well without me too.

Last night, Becca and I went Christmas shopping and I still have a ton of more gifts to buy for my too damn big family. Most of my aunts and uncles are getting Gift cards to restaurants or stores. I know it's not much thought put into it, but I think they're all boring by not knowing what they want for Christmas. Whereas the kids, they know what they want. Just ask Isaiah, He made copies of his letter to Santa and everytime someone asks what he wants he breaks his list out. He even left one on my fridge. He's too cute. Chandler & Isaiah are easy to buy for. Mathew, he's not so easy...his first birthday is on Saturday. I have no idea what to get him for his birthday :( He's only a year old...sheesh, me and my damn kid issues!

As for me, I have put together many lists, but have lost them all! I do like the new U2 Special Edition Ipod--it's haute. I love me some U2 too :)

T Man wants to see Les Mis this weekend. I don't think I can work it into my schedule. I have a lot going on this weekend. I'll have to make up for it.

Eric and I haven't been talking much at all. He's put a big wall between us. I'm not going to lose sleep over it though. Perhaps it's because he's sick and just doesn't want to discuss matters, which I understand too. I just wish I had some insight on whats going on. He's not giving me much these days. After the fight about THE CALL, I don't know if we can fix anything. I just know that if we spent some QT together, it will all work itself out, however he's in Chicago and I'm in VA. This is my reality.

I could write a book today, but I got tons going on here.

later :)

~ I don't feel well.
~ i Should have turned my cell phone off during the meeting.
~ I should have worn the Therma Care heat patch for my freakin knee because it's hurting like crazy. It's even stiff.
~ I keep seeing that stupid woman who was in my dream last night. She was stalking me and being really weird. How Blake-like. She freaked me out.
~ I should have slept better.
~ I shouldn't be nice to people who aren't nice to me even though I try hard to make them feel better.
~ I shouldn't allow petty things to bother me.

Back to work.

Back to Reality

My Monday started off well. I worked out until my knee killed me and then I went into the office and got some things squared away. Of course everyone was asking how my Maternity Leave went!! I roll my eyes of course and laugh it off, but gosh I miss Reece. His little smile is priceless. I didn't miss him this much last week, what gives?

Someone raided all the tampons from my desk and I have to go for a tampon run before Aunt Flow arrives. I'm guessing she'll be here by 8:00 p.m. That explains my serious horniness.

You guys remember Scott Schroder? The guy I was crushing on right after Broke-Ass, well turns out he 'is missing me' via text and last night he phoned to say that he really made a big mistake and hopes he could make it up to me. First off he knew about Eric, months ago. And I wanted him, back in the day because he kept my mind off of Michael. Not an easy task, he failed miserably. I didn't know what to say, so basically I avoided what he was saying by talkinb about myself profusely, big shocker.

And there's nothing better than a good looking guy, Charles, he asked me to dinner tonight in Manasses. I told him I'd have to get back with him on that. I don't know if it would be just a casual dinner together or if it would entail getting wasted and having sloppy sex! I'm going to bet on A :) He's cute. For sure. I still don't understand where guys always think that I should know that they're freaking Millionaires, I don't know where that stems from. I'm not a damn gold digger.

Actually yes I am, I have to make money so I have to finish up a proposal for Patricia Dune. Now back to work I go, mio!

O Yessssssssssssssssssssssssss

Sometimes a girl just has to get laid. After masturbating like a mad woman I was up to 7x's today. Healthy what?!

No real highlights. It was basically an uneventful weekend. Low key, just the way I like it.

Bed time now.

Feel better my V-Man

An Email from Michael L.

I spent my black friday shopping with some friends for a total of 15 hours or more. I just checked my email and saw this from Mike. No, not Brokeass or Married Mike, but my good friend Mike who is too cute and clever!! I've forwarded the email to everyone, but here it is again! (I fixed the spelling errors)

I never seen you looking as lovely as you did tonight, I've never seen you shine so bright. I never seen so many men ask for your number and looking for a little commission, give em half a chance, I've never seen that red Pea Coat your wearing or the highlights in your hair that catch your eyes, I have been blind. Lady in Red is shopping with me, hand in hand, theres too many people here, just me and you. It's where I want to be. I hardly know this beauty by my side, I'll never forget the way you look tonight at the sight of a sale. I've never seen you looking as gorgeous as you did tonight. You were amazing. I've never seen so many people that want to be there by your side and hold your bags as you turn in front of the mirror and strut those thighs away, you took my breath away, I've never felt a feeling of complete and utter love. Lady in Red is shopping with me, bags in hand.Theres too many people here, just me and Mya, It's where I want to be. I hardly know this beauty by my side, I'll never forget the way she looked tonight.

I found it to be cute :) Too bad we ditched the guys to go to other malls lastnight. I felt bad for a sec, then I got past it ;)

We spent most of the day at Tyson's Galleria I & II, then on to Fair Oaks. We didn't have anymore room in my trunk for all of our bags. Thank God for Discover's Cash back incentive!!!

I spent too much money, money that I didn't have, dammit!!! But as I always say I'm powerless against the allure of anything little, lacy and strappy!!! It's an addiction.

One of my many. I think I'm becoming obsessed with sex. I feel like I need it all the time. I think about it every minute and counting down! Not that I'm worried. I'm happy with my healthy libido. Now, time to get fucked :)

Actually, I'm going to spend the Saturday with my Mom and Becca & Haven. We're going shopping and then tonight is Isaiah's birthday party at the Cave. Isaiah and his friends are at that geeky, 8 year old stage where they want to explore and pretend they're scientists--Nerds. Then they're going to this specially made garden maze for the second grade nerds. According to Becca this is what Isaiah wanted. Suuuuuuure. Nerds!

So this Versace clad, pink ice bling bling sportin chic has to go change my pink Marc Jacobs bag to my new lil Fendi clutch. Yuuuuummmmy.

Miss me, folks.

Happy Thanksgiving!!!

I have so much to be thankful for. I won't get into it here because I'm pushed for time. I just felt I should give my little fan club an update on whats going on here.

Lastnight after leaving the gallery, I spoke to Eric via phone and we discussed things and it's pretty clear that it's over. He has said a lot of hurtful things lately, but I just let them roll off my back but the more I think about it, the more it angers me. When did I start caring about what people thought of me? I guess when someone you care about hurts your feelings, it bothers you. And Amaya's Law # 2 states that at anytime if someone tries to hurt your feelings purposely, just for the sake of hurting you, he's history. So after shedding some tears I came inside and Michael was on my home phone....

Michael & Jason were coming over to eat the famous Pumpkin Cookies in which everyone loves!!! They raided my fridge too! We all made peanut butter balls, talked shit about people and I of course kept answering Michael's phone when this chick Lyndsey kept calling his cell. I told her that Mike was at my house tonight and he's all mine and he's got his hands full right now so he couldn't come to the phone....TALK ABOUT PYSCHO!!! Little did she know the entire time we were peeing on ourselves at her neurotic behaviour. Micheal took the phone and told her it was over and she should have gotten the hint 2 weeks ago.

So Michael is such a sweetheart, he painted my toes and rubbed my feet. He wanted my toes Red because he is obsessed with red toenails--go figure. We all talked until 2 ish, and I finally said goodnight to call Kenny back. I'm not sure what time they actually left. Tonight after I get home from my grandma's, Michael is coming by and we're hanging out. What is with me & Michael's?! Tommorrow we're taking on black Friday too. Can't wait.

Have a good Thanksgiving people and I'll talk to you soon :)

Tiff--instead of just reading my journal, make one!!! Love ya, chica!!!

Lazy Sunday Afternoons

...Yeah, not so much. For the first time in forever I had a great day. My day started off with a great night of sleep where I didn't wake up at all, not even to T's call, (sorry T-man) I woke up @ 8:30 and saw the shine coming thru my bedroom. It's been so long since I acknowledged the sun!!! I took a long hot shower, did my hair and make-up and decided that I'd wear the first outfit that I put on :) That doesn't happen much!

I took my time getting dressed and I even thought I was running behind at times after curling my hair, but somehow time stood still for me this morning. I called my daddy and he was surprised that I was already dressed and ready. Again, this is rare so I understood the shock factor.

I met my family at church and I actually talked to my girl Tara who is doing fabulous :) Sonya and Shane are packing this week and are moving into their new home. We're having a going to have a Fashionista party as soon as she's settled. We're talking Make-up, handbags, jewelrey, etc :) All of our guilty pleasures into a huge slumber party will make us all happy women! And I got soooooo many compliments on my side ponytail--everyone loved. I do know how to make a statement if I do say so myself :) It had been too long since I actually got to do my hair.

The assembly was very nice. The message was on Thanksgiving and of course I was pondering all the things that I'm thankful for and I've compiled a list:

1) My Salvation--if I didn't have my convictions, my faith, and redeeming love I'd really be in trouble. I know in the end, everything will be okay. This is all just a test of my faith.
2) My family--My backbone. I consider my Mommy my best friend. Her strength and wisdom leave me in awe. If you know me at all, you know I'm a daddy's girl. Always will be. He's the one that makes everything okay, all the tiime. He's very strict and very loving at the same time. My sisters are my best friends too. Everyone knows how much I adore my brother(s) too. I cry everyday for my Brent, but he's with Roderick and they're all fine. Ian is my boy and he's always been very protective over my sisters & I. I love my Isaiah, Channy, & Matty. Love them boys to death!!!
3) My Health--I've endured a lot. I suffered from AML for a while which is probably the hardest battle I've ever fought, not to mention the scariest. I've had a lot of minor accidents, but today I'm fine. I'll get better.
4) Civilization--We live in a great country. It's slipping though. Morals what?!
5) Democracy--Freedoms. Speech. Religion. It means I get to share my thoughts on religion with anyone without being stoned like Steven!!!
6) My possessions--I complain a lot about not having the cutest LV bag, the newest Manolo Blahnik's or the latest Pink Marc Jacobs cashmere poncho that costs upwards of $5 g's! But I've been blessed. My friends go nuts in my closet. I get bored at times but I know that my cute burberry belt is haute couture :) I have a beautiful new home, a geeky lil car and a nice landboat.

I could go on forever, so I won't.

After the assembly I went shopping. I bought 3 yankee candles. Christmas Cookie--Yum :) I bought wrapping paper, sooooooo cute. I bought Kennedy and Emma some clothes all part of their Christmas gifts. Then I met my fam for Mexican which was too damn good. All those damn carbs, I couldn't resist the grease!!!

I parted ways with my family and went back to my house to find my grandpa there! He's getting worse :( He asked me if I'd talk to My lately. That broke my heart. We sat on the couch and watched Shrek 2. We both enjoyed it. It's been so long since I wrapped up in a blanket on my big sofa with my grandpa laughing with me watching a movie, I loved every second of it. We both fell asleep and I woke up to my girl Beckie Martin calling to hang out tonight. So I got dressed and my grandfather wanted to know whose Sheep I killed!!! He didn't like my freakin ugg's!!! He even said "Ugg is right"!! The man is hilarious.

Went to Beckie's house and she painted her casa which I loved, very nice. We talked, had a tea and then her daughter Erin wanted to do my hair, so she did and even gave me this lace headband that matched well with my attire which consisted of my Chloe jeans, a cream sweater with a cowl neckline, my Sheepskin coat with my uggs so it worked out well. The girls are becoming fashionistas much to Beckie's dispair. I'm even taking them Thrift store shopping tommorrow for some vintage stuff. We're on a mission to find Erin a Pashima to match her dress for her recital. She's playing a Back piece on Piano. These girls are so talented.

I came home, did laundry and now I'm sipping on a glass a wine. It relaxes me. Tommorrow, I'm sleeping in, NO MORE RENEE'S. I've gotta get my life back. I miss them both though. Dammit.

I've been trying to stay busy so I don't dwell on anything regaurding Eric. I cry everytime I think about it. It will all get better soon. I have faith.

So much for Chicago.

Now I have to get to bed, it's after midnight.

UGH,

I'm so freaking pissed right now. The people that I've basically put my life on hold for, for the past couple of months has talked down to me, horribly. I've done everything for these people for months now. I even get up in the middle of the night with her son so she can sleep. I wash his clothes, I clean her house, I do everything and then they attack me because I HOLD THE BABY TOO MUCH, AND I'M WEAK? BECAUSE I DON"T EAT HERE AT HER HOUSE, EVER!!! Forgive me for not likeing West Indie cuisine.

I'm done with all of this. This has all been stress for me. And I'm young, single but I live the life of a married mother of 2 (Renee & Reece) I'm done. NO more. Tommorrow is it.

I was up all night with Reece last night. He kept waking up and wanting to play @ 3 am! I wasn't having any of it. I had to sang to him in my groggy, I'm too tired for this voice!!! He seemed to enjoy. I'm good for something, dammit.

Eric, I read your emails. I'm still to frustrated to even comment on the situation. You lied, thats the bottomline. Why you did it is beyond me. Just because you were discussing restarants?! Again, I'm not stupid.

Nothing else to report.

Pyscho ex girlfriend of some random is IM'ing me. I'm going to fuck with her, just because I can :)

Another One

Eric and I had yet another fight. Seems to be about the same thing.........HIM

~9:30 ish I call Eric's office and he doesn't answer--I knew he has a huge presentation today and was working hard or so I thought, No answer at the office.

~ I call his cell. He immeadiately hung up on me!!! Just like Friday night at his party. WHAT THE FUCK?!

~ I call his cell back. This time he answers it, so he has balls. Before I can say anything he asks me to hang on for just a sec....I do. He's trying to hard to cover up the phone--it's very loud and I try to figure out what he's doing then I hear him talk. K....

~ I asked who he was talking to, he was very hesitant and even tried to change the subject--Wrong! So I ask him 3 timxes before he says, Kellie!

~ I started asking questions...as I should because my feelings were hurt--he declined my call to talk to Kellie whom he sees every freaking day? Then he hangs up on me, yet again? And when I start to ask questions he attempts to blame everything on me.

~ And he lied. He said he was away from his desk when I first called. Bullshit, bitch.

How am I supposed to act? This was just wrong. He then started bringing up other issues the whole "why don't you call when you say you will" shit.

I had an extremely tense, long, day and I had other things to do. I came home and crashed on my bed fully clothed and tried to call him except I wasn't important as Kellie. Who he spends a tremendous amount of time with. RED FLAG. I'm not stupid.

I was actually preparing to go back to Chicago but whats the use? I don't trust him. At all. Bottomline is he's just like all the other guys. They're shady.

In other news, Daddy went to the hospital in the middle of the night again. I haven't heard anything from Mom yet...hopefully everything is okay.

I'm sick and tired of bullshit. Seriously. I'm going on vacation soon. A long one.

Weekend Recap

This is the first time I've had an oppourtunity to update my journal in a while. I'm going out of town soon so I'm preparing for that.

Weekend Highlights--Dinner with 12-15 friends, we had a wonderful time. Cafe Milano is awesome. Eric and I had a huge fight. We talked things over a bit more on Sunday, they're getting better. Sunday night my friends and I just hung out and shot the breeze, nothing great. Overall fun weekend.


T--We have to talk soon :) We need a Maya & T talk, stat!

Since getting home around 12 ish, I'm super tired. I should know better than to stay out all night. I'm not 16 anymore.

I will be extremely busy the next couple of days but I will be checking my email periodically so all members of the Amaya Fan Club, feel free to email me @ either hotmail account.

Oh and I went to church yesterday :) Was a nice service too.


Later Masturbators!

The weather outside today is miserable. It's raining and it's cold out. No walk for Reece & I today :(

We were in his bedroom reading and I put on the Luther V CD and the little man came alive! He loves it. He keeps looking at pictures of himself iwth his father. It breaks my heart, I don't like for him to look. Speaking of weird, he laughs in his sleep, constantly! It's so crazy. Mom says that he's dreaming of angels :) That puts a smile on my face for sure!!!

I've cried a lot this morning mostly because it's weird that he's gone and he's never coming back.

Update

I've been spending tons of time with Renee & Reece lately. She needs all the help she can get right now.

I've noticed that I'm very picky about little things. I can't stand it when someone leaves dishes in the sink or 'science experiments' in glasses and refuses to wash them. I can't tolerate messy people at all.

So what drives you nuts?

I'm sitting here and I could go on forever, but just to name a few things:-People who drink out of the carton (i hate it, like if someone asks for a bite of my food, you can have the whole thing!)

-People who pull out infront of me when they see i am coming at a high rate of speed and just to go 35 miles per hour and i gotta break fast just to keep from ramming them. (mm ramming!)

-Hypocrits, i had a discussion on this today with a friend, looks down on others for doing wrong, but when they admit a wrong doing they have to bring the bible into it to try and justify their wrong doings.

-People who nit pick and bash others for no reason

-People who are indecisive. I hate when someone can't make up their mind "shall I wear the green scarf with the pink polka dots or the purple scarf with the strips"

-People who don't follow directions. Just let me drive, dammit!

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I'm making plans to get to Chi town soon. I am going to swing by the Gallery and pick up some work after my dr's appt. I think it's going to be a good day. T is in Hawaii on bidness! I'm thuper jealous. Eric and I have been distant. I don't think he likes the fact that I spend an enormous amount of time with Renee & Reece. I'm going to work on that!

Reece is awake...gotta go :)