Sunday, January 08, 2006

Forever and a Day

I have been seriously neglecting my blog. I have been super busy with the holidays, which were great! I had a beautiful Christmas with the Warner families and the Graves families. It was a very prosporus Christmas. I always go crazy. Atleast I'm not the only one because my family tends to do the same. I did manage to turn in all of my Salvation Army family's toys and food in on time! I had a beautiful NYE. I have also made NY's resolutions. Hopefully I'll make an attempt at these!!!

With the new year brings a lot of house cleaning at work. I am so organized I can put Bree from DH to shame. I have spent much of the new year at work copying and filing documents. 2005 was a great year for the company. 2006 will crush 2005 though :)

Renee & Reece are moving to Mexico in March. I don't know what to say to that. My mother is going to host a going- away party for her. I'm not sure I want to be there. There is a lot of mixed feelings between us. It has been too long since I've actually seen my Reecee Cup. Do you guys even remember how much I loved my little guy?! Do you remember the lengths I went to for him? Do you remember coming by or calling and finding me at Renee's or at the Park or at a Dr's Appt with my little man??? Do you remember when you would want to hang out and I would have to decline because Reece had the sniffles or he had a fever? Do you remember seeing me buy diapers and clothes and toys for my little guy? Do you remember? I do too. It's still just as difficult. I miss that kid. I know he still remembers me. I know he misses me holding him and telling him how much I loved him. I know he misses me holding him, period! He'll be 2 in June. I know he'll be fine. But the little guy and I formed a bond that you don't forget about even if you're only 1. I know I never will. His uncle Kurt will always take care of him.

I'm sure everyone has heard about the tragedy at the Sago mine in WV. It has been so heart wrenching and there is nothing you can do or say and you don't even know where to start. I pray for peace for the families. I wish I could alleviate any pain that the families are dealing with. Soo many, soo young. I saw a headline that said Heaven has 12 new Angels, that basically brought comfort. When you think about their souls going on to Heaven it brings peace for a second. One Miner even left an hour by hour account. How hard that must have been. I have so much to be thankful for. Shit, we all do. I can't reflect much on this because it tears at my heart.

All is well. More later.