With daddy's passing, the world has been turned upside down. Today has been bad. I miss him more and more each day. I can't believe it's been 17 days since I've seen him. I keep thinking that I will wake up from this and I will see him soon. Only this is real.
I came home to my house alone tonight. It was the scariest, loneliest feeling in the world. I miss him sooo much. Everywhere I go, people are still apologizing.
T--I'm sorry about the flowers from you and Chris. I don't want any reminders of his death. I know you meant well, but I can't handle flowers. That was a very nice gesture.
Dirty Dancing is on right now and it's nice to see a young, healthy, sexy, Patrick Swayze.
Mommy had another bad day, with many more to come.
My relationship with God has grown stronger. He knows how much I miss my daddy.
I'm sick of crying. To bed I go.
