Tears keep falling

Today has been all wrong. Just horrible. I was supposed to spend the evening in McLean at my friend Ana's house. That didn't happen. I couldn't pack, I couldn't do anything. So after nearly 2 hours of crying, I spent the day with Kennedy and Emily. They know just how to cheer me up. They insisted on calling him half a million times. They love him. As much as I do. What did I do?